JUST J.R.

This Blog Will End!

2011-01-24T22:50:00.005-05:00

I have had a blast blogging for you guys, and writing some deep dark feelings onto a page. My passions, and love of the arts is such a big part of my life. It was a awesome to share them with you blog world! I am now in 2011, stopping with the blog entries. I have an idea for another blog that I will be starting in the next six months. This will be a personal journal of my life, and my drive to becoming a more successful artist. It will be entitled "The Actors Journal"! However, I will not start it for another 6 months. I will definitely keep you posted. Thanks for reading this blog....Much love!!!

Just J.R.

Ricky Gervais on The Golden Globes 2011

2011-01-17T16:05:00.004-05:00

WOW, what a night at the Golden Globes last night! Ricky Gervais was hilarious, honest, and dry! I am sure people hated him as his humor was offensive as hell. I thought he did an awesome job, and sometimes the truth can be mean hearted and funny. I am scared for his career though, as I feel like he just black balled himself from Hollywood. It was like Hollywood suicide. I would never have the guts to say any of the stuff he said on national t.v. I wish him luck on his U.S. career. I think it just went down the tubes, literally. I am sure even if he does a brilliant project, it will take a ton for him or his project to even get a Golden Globe nomination. He never stopped down to the end of the show with his sarcasm over the surprising win of "The Social Network". I am sure last night show will be talked about for the next weeks to come.... Ricky Gervais good luck!!! You are going to need it!

Rabbit Hole

2011-01-16T18:46:00.006-05:00

I just watched the Rabbit Hole on itunes. As a SAG member I got to screen movies, that are nominated for SAG awards for voting purposes. I really wanted to see this film because it is definitely my type of flick. I truly enjoyed the writing of this film, and it almost read like it would be a great stage play. The acting was done very well, and the story was driving, funny, clever, and the stakes were so high. It is an actors dream to play some of these scenes, I would think. OH and I am a dumb actor who wrote something stupid, as it was a play. OPPS..I am usually up on theater, but not this time. No wonder the writing was great!!!

The stars of the movie to me, was Sandra Oh, and Miles Teller! Sandra Oh, work was so funny, beautiful, and desperate. Which made her character very interesting. Miles Teller, is a young actor that I don't know of at all. I will say this, I left this movie being a huge fan of his. His work was so real, natural, honest, and superb. I haven't seen a young actor that I like so much. I truly look forward to seeing more of his work in the near future. He was the film to me!!!!!!

Nicole Kidman is over rated, and I can't believe she got critical acclaim, and so many nominations for this role. I couldn't at first get passed her face. What has she done to it? She looks like she had so much work done, and it is not suiting on her. OK OK, this blog is supposed to be about the acting. Sorry I got side tracked a little....Her work was good, yes I said it was good. She is a fine actress. I just don't think she was AMAZING! Why do we nominate her for everything? Just on her name...That is stupid!!! I don't want to hate on her, because she is not bad..I repeat she is not bad. This performance was nothing special, and doesn't to me deserve major accolades for her work.

Wait to rent the Rabbit Hole, you don't have to run to see it! But do see it at some point for the writing and Miles Teller!

My First Audition of 2011

2011-01-11T16:47:00.001-05:00

Today I ventured out on my first audition of the New Year. I had a little fear as I hadn't auditioned in awhile, and it was so early in the a.m. I was worried about waking my voice up, as it was a vocal audition. I got up early this morning, to walk my dog, and warm my voice as much as possible. I get to the call, and the casting people where a little behind. Which was good for me to just get into a great mental state. I went in the room, and sang from my heart. It is fun to give the auditor a piece of you, as my voice lifted up in the room, and I tried to stay true to the acting in the piece. Whether I get it or not, It was a good start to a New Year. I am ready to sing, and act for my life. Here is to my dreams coming true!!!!!

Episodes on Showtime!

2011-01-11T16:37:00.005-05:00

I was kicking and screaming, and did not want to watch a show with some British unknown, and Matt Lablanc. To my surprise "Episodes" the show was laugh out loud funny! I was hollering to myself in my room. This show is written so well, and Showtime is trying to give HBO a run for there money. This is the funniest thing I have seen on t.v. in a very long time. Since "All In The Family" or "Martin" or "Ab Fab"! This is the best of both words, you get American and British humor mixed into one bundle of fun. Beverly and Sean Lincoln are the heart of this show. They are so superb, and there timing is like no other. Matt Lablanc didn't appear on the first episode, so I am dying to see his work next week. I think it will make for a very interesting mix. I am happy because Sunday night t.v. has become extraordinary again. Thanks Showtime!!!!!

Shameless on Showtime

2011-01-11T14:47:00.005-05:00

Yesterday I ventured out to watch a new series on Showtime entitled "Shameless", and I was so impressed. Not only with the acting, but the writing. The show gave me the excitement that "Six Feet Under" used to give me. Which is one of my all time favorite television shows. So many unexpected twists, and I am thrilled to see new comers on my television set. I'm sick of celebrities these day, and it is nice to see some new fresh talent. Although, hiring, William H. Macy, one of the best actors of our time, is the best choice a television show could ever do. I enjoyed the ethnic diversity of the show, and just the whole story. I hope the writing team can keep it up. Watch Shameless, and I promise you will not regret it!

My Vision Board 2010

2011-01-04T19:00:00.000-05:00

So Many Great Films

2011-01-02T11:36:00.004-05:00

I am really happy with the movies I have seen lately. I love this time of season when the Oscar race heats up! It is nice to see so many amazing art films, and to just be transported to another world as you suspend your eliminate of disbelief. I am happy to see so many directors with a specific vision. An actors proving that there chops are big, and strong. So much great work out there that I want to give a shout out to my favorites thus far;

Black Swan
The Kings Speech
True Grit
The Fighter

Go see all four of these movies, and I promise you, you will be so satisfied. I have to point out some actors work; Colin Firth is the real deal, and his acting is superb. I am in complete awe of Christian Bale, and I am the biggest fan ever now! I have never seen anything, so trans formative, real, and excellent. IMPRESSED. I can't leave my blog without mentioning the beautiful Natalie Portman, as her performance was great! Movie's Movies Movies....

Dear Mayor Bloomberg

2010-12-30T11:31:00.004-05:00

Dear Mayor Bloomberg

It has been four days since the big blizzard. I walk through Manhattan and everything is beautiful and cleared up. Four days, and Brooklyn is still a mess. Why aren't you helping us in the boroughs? I know you are all about money, and keeping Broadway open, tourism etc. Great for the economy, but why are you messing with the people? Why can't you come help us in Brooklyn? Why must I walk over mountains to get anywhere. I understand one day late, maybe two, but four??? Garbage hasn't been picked up. Trash all over Brooklyn! Nothing, it is terrible, and J.R. Whittington The actor is pissed! I like you Mayor Bloomberg. I voted for you Mayor Bloomberg. Mr. Bloomberg, how about I leave thrash all over the front of your house, and big piles of snow all over your stoop, and I bet you won't be happy??? Think about it Mr. MAYOR!!! THIS IS RIDICULOUS!

The Scottsboro Boys To Close!

2010-12-10T10:00:00.004-05:00

One of the best musicals I have seen in my lifetime, with the most beautiful music, and talented cast is closing this Sunday! If you haven't seen it yet, please run to the theater and see this amazing show. This show as expected got high praises from the critics, and theatergoers all around have loved this production. For the show to close after only 6 weeks on Broadway is the biggest sin ever committed in Broadway history. This is insulting and so sad. It is scary the state Broadway is in. People want to see shows with folks flying, famous folks in it, and just fluff! It is so sad, that a great show, written well, with the most talented cast, and a story that has meaning that needs to be heard, CLOSES! I am very disappointed in tourist, Americans, and the intelligence of theater goers. Broadway is changing, and it is scares me. Where is the good work? When we do have good work, why does it close so fast? Do we have to do revivals, or Spider Man, or have someone famous in it for it to sell? What happened to the days when the unknown Broadway person was made into a star? All these questions have pondered my mind when Scottsboro Boys and another great show "Bloody Bloody Andrew Jackson" got a short life on Broadway. This hurts my feelings, and scares me in a way that I can't even explain..... Please read my past blog on The Scottsboro Boys to here my full review of the show. It is a sad day in the Broadway community......

The Sing Off on NBC

2010-12-08T23:18:00.005-05:00

I just wanted to do a blog entry on the t.v. show "The Sing Off". I find myself dancing in my room, singing loudly, and just in awe of the talent on that stage. This is the first talent competition I have seen, where it is hard to have a favorite, because everyone is so dang on good. "The Sing Off", is a talent competition at it's best, if you are not watching this show, please run to see it. The judges are great, credible, and give amazing critics! Not like American Idol, when you get a sense they don't know what the heck they are talking about. The judges have a unique ear for pitch, vocal ability and musicality. I also enjoy the fact that the judges vote people off, so that we end up with truly the most talented group in the end. Not a popularity contest, although we the audience, do have a chance to vote at the final performance. This show is just made very smart, and it is so infectious. The judges, the talent, the way it is run, it is top notch for a reality singing competition. I have never seen people with more talent, and I give NBC a standing ovation. This is THE reality to show to watch! I find myself smiling so big, when I watch this show. I love talent, and love to see true artist on stage. I'm in awe of every group up there, what they do with no instruments and just there voices, is SUPERB! Music makes my soul happy, and this t.v. show makes me feel so much inside. RUN TO SEE THE SING OFF!!!!!

Whoopi Goldberg

2010-12-01T17:16:00.007-05:00

As I felt guilty dogging my girl out in my last blog about the film "For Colored Girls", I decided to blog about how much I love Whoopi Goldberg. Her presence on the view makes me so happy, and she was the best choice ever to moderate that show. I usually find myself agreeing with most of her views. She knows when to agree, when to disagree, when to keep quiet, and to be diplomatic. Not to mention, sometimes, she reads people on the down low. Which I love about Whoopi Goldberg! She is a comedian and actress that states that "No one was hiring me for films", so I joined "The View"! You ever see a television personality, and you think to yourself "Me and so said celebrity would be great friends"?!? For some reason, I feel that way about Whoopi Goldberg...

Now to back pedal a little, as you know if you read my last blog entry. I didn't care to much for Whoopi's performance in "For Colored Girls", however, I didn't think she was horrific. I just didn't think she was well cast, and she wasn't as honest as she could have been. Her performance came off as a caricature, of a person, not a human. The highlighted moment for her in the film where she redeemed herself was her beautiful monologue that she spoke with Thandie Newton! That was well done, and the Whoopi I respect as an actress.

Whoopi Goldberg has proven herself time and time again, how great an actress she can be. Her performance in "The Color Purple" was so extraordinary. This was her best performance ever, it was so natural, and in my eyes, till this day, I feel she was robbed of an Oscar for her portrayal of Celie! There are numerous other movies where she nails the character, ex specially "Jumping Jack Flash", this movie is one of the funniest ever. No one has timing like Mrs. Whoopi . How about her Oscar winning role in "Ghost", one of my favorite lines in a movie "Molly, you in danger girl"! Lastly I have to mention her in Sister Act!!! AWESOME WORK WHOOPI!!!!! With numerous other amazing films under her belt, this is just the tip of the ice berg.

Whoopi's one women show, was the best thing on Broadway in a very long time. Her performance was riveting, honest, and no one can tell a story, while being funny, and slapping you in the face with a message, like Whoopi! Also I saw her kind of be miscast in "Ma Raineys Black Bottom", lacking the singing voice, but the acting chops was there. She was great in "A Funny Thing Happened on The Way To The Forum"! She stole the show in my eyes..... Whoopi's support of Broadway is commendable,and I am just a fan..... SO don't get your mind in a bundle, just because I didn't like her performance in one movie, doesn't mean I don't love WHOOPI GOLDBERG!!!!!

For Colored Girls

2010-11-29T17:24:00.006-05:00

I saw the film a while back, but wanted to wait and ponder on this movie for awhile before I did my promised blog entry. I actually didn't mind this film, even though it got panned from critics. It was way better than I thought it would be. Tyler Perry did an amazing job reconstructing this book of monologues into a sequence, that actually made sense. It was a hard movie to sit through at times, as sometimes the truth about your culture hurts the heart more than expected. The cast was all A list and I was amazed by every one's work. All except one person, and I will mention that later. The highlighted performance for me, was Thandie Newton, Anika Noni Rose, and Phylicia Rashad! This movie was highly anticipated for me, and I didn't leave feeling numb like most African American women I know did. I left enjoying peoples work, it didn't make me feel the way I wanted it to. The one moment that got on my nerves was the cough, that Janet Jackson, kept doing ( I am sure directed to do so) it was so unbelievable and took me out of the moment. As they "indicated" that she was getting sick from her homo-Down Low- boyfriend. I know many people with HIV who don't walk around with a random cough. It would have been a stronger choice to just surprise us the audience, with the sickness, with the papers at the end, instead of giving away the final surprise! BAD ACTING CHOICE OR BAD DIRECTION!!!!! Other then that, everything seemed quite on the up and up! I enjoyed the actors work, and I would love to give kudos to the beautiful new comer:Tessa Thompson!!! Now to the performance I hated in the film, and it was so disappointing for me, it was Whoopi Goldberg. Her performance was contrived and not honest enough for me. I will state this by saying I am a huge Whoopi fan, and will devote my next blog entry to her. I can't dog my girl without giving her praise. I think Whoopi is an actress who needs a good director to help her along to find her character. This did not happen for me in "Colored Girls"! This film is all about the folks acting, and a must see for great performances!!!

Miami Pictures/Gabrielle Union Party/I made the cut!

2010-11-23T02:26:00.013-05:00

I partied in Miami, on my Birthday and was invited to Gabrielle Unions Birthday party. As me, Gabrielle and Tracy Ross all share the same day of Birth. Here are some of the professional pictures from the party that I found online. As previously announced I respected the actresses decision to not allow cameras! You know I always know how to find the camera and my light! LOL! The surprise was that I found a photo of me online. I made the cut!!!! YAY! Such an amazing night, and wanted to share some of the photos!

My Favorite Movie..."The Color Purple"

2010-11-16T09:46:00.009-05:00

My favorite movie of all times is "The Color Purple", and I decided to revisit this film the other night. It is amazing how I find new moments that make tears run down my face. It is interesting how relevant this movie is today as it was twenty five years ago. I also can quote a ton of scenes in the film, and I almost got the script memorized. Steven Spielberg is a genius, and his attention to detail is brilliant in this film. He captures the period, essence, and this culture as if he was African American and was born in this time period, like he lived this depressed experience. Spielberg brings the best out of the actors, and even finds humor and joy through out this film. This to me is still today his best work ever, and I can't wait for the blue ray version of this film to come out on Jan. 25 2011! This movie has some of the best acting in the world in it, this ensemble piece is so extraordinary as every actor was amazing! It is also some of the best work some of these actors have ever done. Whoopi Goldberg, and Oprah for instance would do there best work in there film lives in this flick. Although Whoopi won an Oscar for the movie Ghost, which is superb performance, Ghost can't ever measure up to her work in "The Color Purple". That year was intense as "The Color Purple" had many nominations, but was robbed in my opinion of all them. It should have been best actor, actress, supporting actress, best direction, and even best picture..I can go on and on....This movie should have cleaned house at the Oscars!!!!! I haven't seen any movie that can come close in my eyes to touching the work done in this film. We have come close, but no cigar for me. That is how highly I praise this film!

"The Color Purple", is celebrating its 25Th year anniversary this year, and they were on the Oprah show last night. I learned some inside on the film that shocked me. It was thrilling to watch this beautiful cast together on Oprah. News flash for me was that Whoopi and Oprah who haven't spoken in 20 years, because of petty "he said she said", break there silence and confusion. The Oprah show had me laughing, crying, and just in awe of the talent on stage. Learning inside information on the casting process, was one of my favorite moments on the Oprah show. Finding out that in the dinner table scene, they were all tore up from partying the night before. My biggest surprise is that Oprahs "Sat in that jail cell" speech was all improvisation. As it is one of my favorite acting moments in the movie. It goes to show when you are connected to a character, that the right thing will just flow out of you, whether scripted or not! I have to to give a shout out to Danny Glover and Margaret Avery whose performances are riveting in the film.

This movie is in a class of it's own and hasn't been replaced yet as my all time favorite film ever! I honestly don't know if it ever will......

Addiction

2010-11-14T20:20:00.006-05:00

I wake every day and I think about it. I can see it in my dreams, it makes me crazy, and insane! I sometimes get on the train, and imagine it right next to me. I walk around like a crack head on the streets needing it so badly. I go crazy when it is not around me. I love it more than so many things in my life. I will get so angry if it is not around me. I can't live without it, and that is the bottom line. I eat, breathe, sleep, dream it everyday. I'm on the treadmill at the gym, and my mind wonders to it. When I have it I am so happy, and everything feels complete. I get so depreesed, don't want to get out of bed, and cry when it is not near me. I will do anything for it, and that scares me sometimes. I am obsessed with it, and I can't shake this addiction. I even bring GOD into it. I need it near me at all times in some way shape or form. I am addicted to acting!!!!!!!

Nowhere Boy

2010-11-11T10:00:00.005-05:00

When I was in Miami, I did manage to catch a movie, and I was searching for this film in New York City! Unfortunately in one of the most diverse, artistic, amazing cities in the world (New York City). I could not find "Nowhere Boy" anywhere but at two random theaters. Then in Miami, right down the street from my hotel this film was playing. I was so excited as I love bio films that are based off of legends lives. If you don't know this film is about John Lennon's beginning of his life. As I expected it was a brilliant movie, that left tears, joy, power and ambition in my soul. Lennon's story is so interesting, and the Beatles gain a whole new respect from me. I had no idea Lennon's childhood was so complicated, and how tough a boy he was, John was a bad ass. In my head Lennon is like the ultimate hippy, and to see this different side of him, was a thrill. I can't wait for this film to come out on DVD as I will definitely own it. It was so well done, and the acting was superb. Every actor was extraordinary, that I can't even single anyone out as a favorite. Which you can almost always expect from British actors. They just are trained well over there, and have mastered the acting art form. I highly recommend this film if you can find it in your hometown!

Namaste

2010-11-09T14:49:00.003-05:00

I took the most amazing Yoga class yesterday, that I just had to mention to all my New York Friends and New York Blog Followers. It wasn't even at a yoga studio, it was at New York Sports Club on 14th Street, at 12:15 p.m. on Mondays. The teachers name is Sarah, and when I tell you I was so inspired. After class I felt like I could accomplish anything. My body felt so amazing and great. The most important thing was that my soul was lifted, it reminded me of vacation. I came out of there so relaxed, and my inner being was happy. This class I will take every Monday (if I can make it) with bells on. It is a little difficult for a beginner, but if you are a dancer friend of mine, you would love it. If you have taken yoga before you definitely can handle the class. If you are a beginner it can be a little tough, but my advice is to still come and try, as there were many people who were beginners in the room. The most special part of the technique and the class is the words the instructor Sarah spoke. It was amazing, as every thing pertained to my life. She encouraged, and the sound of her voice illuminated the air, and my heart. I felt like she knew exactly what to say at the right time. My friend Steven who I went to this class with said "He felt like she was talking directly to him the whole time, like no one else was in the room"! I too had the same experience.....Well, if you are in New York City, and you want to take an amazing yoga class, come to my gym, and I will see ya there....

My Amazing Birthday

2010-11-08T08:38:00.006-05:00

I haven't blogged in two weeks, because I was so busy with life, and my Birthday just backed me up for a couple of weeks. I have so much to speak on, so stay tuned blog world as I try to fit in all my ideas this week.

I went to Miami for my Birthday weekend, and I had the time of my life! I left on Thursday October 28 and the first day I just lay on the sunny beach all day, and ate some of the most amazing Cuban food in the world! When I checked into the hotel, they handed me a cocktail, with a big welcoming party. I knew from that moment that this was going to be an amazing weekend. I also hit every bar I could find on the Miami strip, made new friends, and partied it up on my Birthday weekend. Every single night I felt like I was up at a bar or club until 6am. This is very unlike me as I never go out anymore, but this was so much fun. To forget about New York, Auditions, Family Troubles, the real world was out of sight, out of mind. It was exactly what the doctor ordered.

The big day of my Birthday was the best Birthday I had thus far, as I went into a Hollywood dream land. I was invited by a friend to Gabrielle Union's Bday party. Which we share our Birthday's on the same day. It was such an amazing atmosphere to be amongst so many celebrities. To chat with many of them on a social level, and to feel like there peer and not someone who you see on T.V. and admire. It was also amazing to meet some cool stylist, publicist, make up artist, managers, and just industry folks! It was a great way to help me dream bigger, as my career goes through transition, being a part of that click, dancing, drinking, and just having a great time was such a high. One of my celebrity crushes-- that I will keep nameless-- was there, we had a great conversation as well......HMMMM????? I will keep you guessing blog world, and if you are my friend, you can ask me in private. LOL I now know more than ever where I fit in, and where I belong. That statement probably sounds cocky, but I have to write how I truly feel, in my blog. My emotions were heightened and hey it was "my day" as well. She had old school bands come up and sang for us; such as Silk and Al B. Sure. It was a kick back to the music I grew up listening. UH-OH blog world I am giving away my age...... I wish I could post pictures from the night, but I tried to respect Gabrielle Union as she said "No Cameras"!!!! Again, if you are my friend, I did sneak and take a couple, and some videos..LOL I would never post them online out of the actors, respects...This day was truly blessed, and I will never forget it. I hope there are many more parties of this nature in my life to come.

Lastly one of the most spiritual moments of my whole vacation was when it got dark, I would wonder onto the beach. I would look out at the dark ocean, and up at all the stars glaring back at me. For some reason the beach at night, I feel so close to GOD! I would reflect, pray, cry, meditate, and talk to the my saviour. It was one of the most beautiful moments, and the beach at night is now one of my favorite things to do.

Well, that is the short, of my BDay celebration, but it was a blast, and I will never forget any moment of it.

Why Can't I Be Carol Burnett?

2010-10-20T16:56:00.005-04:00

A young Carol Burnett, had a dream, and tells a story of how a man anonymously gave her money for rent, acting school, and supported her career. So she didn't have to stress about rent, job, an extras, so she can give her career 100% attention. I want to train more and learn more, but can't afford it anymore! Someone believed in Carol Burnett so much, that he funded her New York City experience. She just focused, studied, auditioned, and perfected her craft. Until her big break came, and she made millions of dollars. She also paid her donor back with interest. The only stipulation the donor had was that she never mentioned his name. Till this day Carol Burnett is the only person who knows this mystery mans identity! I'm clicking my heels three times, I'm tugging on my ear, I'm closing my eyes very tight, and wishing I was Carol Burnett right about now!

Eartha Kitt

2010-10-19T18:31:00.006-04:00

This women was a legend, ground breaking, and controversial. I just love and adore Eartha Kitt. I am glad--thanks to my friend Nathan Lee Graham-- I had the opportunity to meet her, before she passed. I also got to see her perform live on stage, and this women is a true entertainer. I agree with everything in this video, Ms. Kitt is so wise, and I get it!!!!! Thanks Kendra Ross for posting this on your blog, as it is so awesome that I needed to post on my blog! ENJOY..LOVE THYSELF!

The Universe Is Saying No

2010-10-19T18:19:00.003-04:00

The universe is saying "no" to me right now in my life, from simple things, from auditions, and to family! I'm accepting the universe, for some reason, as it is spitting in my face. I know the universe will like me again and say "yes"! I have faith that what goes up must come down, and vice versa! I know GOD has never failed me, and so I just have to keep the faith! I'm going to turn my frown upside down! Pray for me.....

P.S. NO comments on this post please, as I'm not here for words of encouragement. Just venting......Love You All!

Carlton Pearson an Important Conversation

2010-10-15T11:22:00.000-04:00

La Bete On Broadway

2010-10-10T13:30:00.007-04:00

I went to see the play "La Bete" on Broadway, starring David Hyde Pierce, and Joanne Lumley (Absolutely Fabulous) which is the whole reason I went to see the piece. The whole cast was superb even down to the small players of the piece. Every actor so connected to a rhythm, and timing that I can't even fathom. As an actor if I received this script I would be so intimidated by this piece, it takes true talent to pull this off. The thing that made it so brilliant, was they spoke the lines, as pedestrian as possible. You understood every intent, although, it is a heighten piece written in prose. It was a masterpiece at comedy this work was on stage. I started the show laughing, and never stopped, as the timing was so spot on and perfect. David Hyde Pierce was fantastic as usual, and it was nice to see Joanne Lumley do something different. I applaud this whole company for there work, and it has inspired me as a actor. I am saving the best part of this play for last, the true star of the show, and the person who steals this whole production away from everyone is Mark Rylance. I can't even put into words how overly impressed I am with his work. He was on another level as actor, as he took this play, stole every scene, and wiped the stage with his talent. This man is extraordinary, and I haven't seen a performance like this in my life. These are big words coming from me, who is so critical of many actors. I wish I could type on this page how amazing this man was, but no words can express his work. If I were you blog world I would run to see this play, and run even faster to see the genius which is Mark Rylance!

Six Degrees of Marvin Hamlisch

2010-10-05T20:28:00.004-04:00

I had the honor of performing in a benefit performance for the musical pianist and musical director Fran Liebergall, who is living with M.S. When I got the email asking if I would participate, I immediately said yes, as Fran musically directed me in A Chorus Line a couple times in my career. I had no idea that the night would be so life changing and star studded. It was a beautiful evening, which begin with Sammy Williams (Original Paul in ACL) singing "Who am I anyway". Joel Grey started us off with his famous song from Cabaret, and it was amazing to see this man perform live on stage. He was so inspiring, nice and fantastic. Then I got to sit back stage and rehearse with Donna Murphy, Donna Mackenie, Victor Garber, Robert Lupone, Lucie Arnaz, Priscilla Lopez, Billy Stritch, Marvin Hamlisch, Liz Callaway, and many more. It was honor to watch them rehearse and work, and to stand next to these folks on stage, and perform. To hear there stories, and how Fran had touched there lives. To have a brief chat with Lucie Arnaz, was surreal, ummm, Lucille Balls daughter, and Desi Arnaz, WOW!!!!! To see many old A Chorus Line Friends, and not from the revival the older A Chorus Liners that I worked with when I was just a boy. To watch the original cast of A Chorus Line, ex specially Donna Mackenie do part of the Cassie Dance, and sing "that" famous song, brought tears to my eyes. To sing "What I did For love", with Donna Murphy, next to me crying, while Priscilla Lopez belted it out and Marvin Hamlisch behind me playing the piano. This night gave me inspiration and chills. I enjoyed every moment and I will cherish this unexpected gift. It was great to have Fran scream at us even though she can't play the piano anymore. To hear her scream "I need more middle harmony", just made me so happy. Some things just never change, and I loved every moment of it. It was interesting to see how so many of us are connected by one composer's genius work!

"The Mosque" at Ground Zero

2010-10-03T13:04:00.005-04:00

I just think it is ridiculous to think that in America that anyone can't build where they want, no matter what there religious beliefs. I feel that we are being bigots, if we think that all Islamic and or Muslims are terrorist. I believe that if we don't build this mosque the terrorist win. This is America the land of the free, and I personally would love to have a beautiful mosque next to the new ground zero. We have a small little mosque around the corner from me in Brooklyn, and when I walk by it, I feel nothing but peace. I sometimes glare into the windows, and watch the faithful people kneel and pray. I don't have the same beliefs, but I sometimes wish, we as Christians were as dedicated to our GOD! The peace, faith, and power the mosque symbolizes is not at all what people FEAR. I live in New York City, and have lived threw the 9/11 terror attacks, and it is now time for us to build up and move on. FEAR is not the answer, peace, love, non-judgement is the answer. I pray that we can all live together, with no hate, and fear! BUILD THIS MOSQUE, AND LET'S END HATE! Let's not judge because, a group of Muslims are terrorist. Not all Islamic people are haters, and that is just like any faith, there are good and bad people in all beliefs. GET OVER YOURSELF AMERICA, I'M APPALLED WE ARE EVEN HAVING THIS DEBATE!

Damn You "Mad Men"..You Killed My Girl!

2010-10-01T22:01:00.004-04:00

You all know I love the t.v. show "Mad Men", and they have this new actress named Randee Heller! She plays Don's new old lady secretary, and when I tell you I rewind her scenes on my TiVo because they are so brilliant. I am usually laughing so loudly in my room, with her crazy one liners. They killed my girl off the show, although the episode was tragic yet funny, and great! I am pissed because I loved this character and the women's work on Mad Men. UGH RIP Miss Blankenship!

My Favorite News Show

2010-09-28T12:09:00.003-04:00

I always have these crazy obsessions, and I like to let my blog family in on it, so you can enjoy!!! I am obsessed with Christiane Amanpour, and her news show that airs every Sunday morning on ABC. This is the best hour of journalism I had seen on T.V. in my life. I know that is a big statement, but she asks all the tough questions. Her round table is amazing, and she just interviews some of the best. Christiane may dress like a lesbian, speak with a British accent, but she is the real deal in journalism. She has a beauty, charm, courageousness, and sharpness like no other journalist. I also love the fact that she is middle eastern, and it is nice to see her be accepted and do her thing in this climate. If you are looking for some good news, you have to tune into Christiane, I promise you won't be disappointed.

Frustrated Actor

2010-09-26T18:47:00.006-04:00

I am writing this blog, because I want to document, the low times, as well as the high times in my career. These past two weeks have been a terrible low. As I strangely love to audition, and lately it has been so slow that I have been on one audition in the past two weeks. My manager, said she is having a bit of trouble getting me in for the recent films. Again, type, and my musical resume getting in my way. It is a blessing and curse looking the way I do, because I don't fit any one's mold. I am a multi cultural looking man, and tons of characters are very specific to "type". I fall in the middle for many of these projects. This is a struggle I have no control over, but I believe when it does happen, it will be huge! I can't let being SPECIAL stop me, I just pray that more opportunities come. It is hard to be a talented actor, if no one will even let you in the door to audition. My manager is going to start pushing more, which I think I need, because I know I have the chops. It is also slow in musical theater land, but that is expected as there aren't many roles again, out there for my type. I am learning the art of patience, and sticking to my guns. I don't want to go back to the chorus, it is time to move on. However, I will take a chorus contract if there is a great role I can understudy. Or if it is a featured ensemble role, and that could satisfy my appetite as well. This is still a struggle to get out, ex specially when I have to turn down money, to follow my dream. I am sticking with my dream, and I know this too shall pass. I do have a couple of auditions this week, so, I will just press on, and look forward to my future.

The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo #2

2010-09-23T12:33:00.005-04:00

This is the second part of my three section series, on the book that I am in love with. I finally got to see the foreign film version of this mega hit book, "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo". This film got very high critical acclaim, but it won't be receiving praise from me. I was very disappointed in this film version. It had nothing to do with that actors, because I enjoyed all there work. My biggest complaints come from the screenplay. Stieg Larsson must be rolling around in his grave. They got rid of one of my favorite characters. They killed off characters that were alive and well in the book. They changed many plot lines, and change the story around. It wasn't a murder mystery that was nearly as thrilling and entertaining as the book. This was a huge disappointment for me. I know that the book is long as hell, and I am sure they had to cut stuff out. However, some important plots, stories, images, relationships, twists, and love was missing from this film. It was so hard for me as the book was so fresh in my mind, and I just don't understand why they would change something that was so brilliant. This only makes me nervous for the Hollywood version of this film, and I pray that we get it right.

On a positive note, some of the more graphic scenes shot in the foreign film version were exquisite. The acting was so real, and intense. They didn't miss a note, and showed more than I expected. It made me so uncomfortable, that at this moment, I knew that they were doing there work. That the work was honest, and that it did exactly what it was set out to do. That is the only positive I have to say about this film. I think if you haven't read the books, you would probably love this movie!

Fingers are crossed for the American Version of one spectacular book.......

The American

2010-09-22T10:50:00.004-04:00

Last night I went to the movies to see The American, and I had no desire to see this movie. As the previews make it look like the biggest action movie ever, and surprised to say it wasn't. You see I hate plot less action flicks, James Bond, Rambo, etc. any of those flicks get on my nerves. Unless it is like The Borne Identity, or 24 and actually has a good plot. I was surprised when I saw The American, it was nothing like what I expected from the previews of this film. It was smart marketing to get people in the seats, and I am sure most action movie folks were disappointed. I, however, was a very happy camper, as I fell in love with this film. I should have known George Clooney wouldn't just do some fluff. The silence in this movie is riveting, and the acting is so simple, gritty, honest, and AMAZING! George Clooney was a Revelation, and I enjoyed his performance so much! The movie was so awesome, that I want to own it, and watch it over again, as I am obsessed with the simplicity, silence, and pure genius of the whole film.

For Colored Girls

2010-09-21T16:02:00.001-04:00

This is one of my favorite plays and it is nothing but monologues. It is intense and can be a great piece. I'm nervous and thrilled to see what Tyler Perry does with this piece as a movie. The cast looks so talented, and the movie looks great from the above preview. We shall see.....

My First Tornado

2010-09-17T16:28:00.004-04:00

I was on the phone gabbing away with a friend, when she stops and says "turn on the news, there is a tornado watch in Brooklyn"! I immediately turn on the news, and see that the tornado is scheduled to hit at around 5pm. It is 4:30 so I think I have to walk Brewster quickly, before it gets bad around these parts. I go out and walk Brewster, it is sunny outside, and seems a little more windy than usual, but didn't think nothing of it. When all of a sudden, I see thunder and lightning from a distance way down the street. A huge cloud was following it, and as it gets closer to me, I see this wind and a spinning natural disaster ready to take me up like Dorthy in "The Wizard of Oz"! I think to myself "This sure looks like twister weather"! I pick Brewster up in my arms, and decide to run like hell for my apartment complex. I am running so fast, and am so scared, I truly thought this might be the end of my life! The wind is picking up, the rain from the distance has reached us, and a fear has come over me. I pick up the speed a little, drenched from the rain fall, I make it in time to reach the front door of my apartment. I watch from the window, as the tornado takes down cars, and trees in my neighborhood! I thank GOD I made it, because I can't imagine what it did to that tree, it could have easily had done to me. There are others watching with me, some of us drenched, some just watching, because they never seen an actual tornado. I'm so glad and thankful that Brewster wasn't Toto, and I wasn't Dorthy! Thank you GOD!!!!!!!

Mrs. Warren's Profession

2010-09-16T11:23:00.005-04:00

I had the privilege of seeing one of my favorite actors last night in the play "Mrs. Warren's Profession", starring the amazing Cherry Jones. I sat in the audience with enthusiasm as I waited for the play to begin, as I am obsessed with Cherry Jones, and all her work! The show starts and it is a very slow beginning for a comedy. Finding the first moment in this show for the actors, never quite happened. I sat up in my seat trying to force myself to get in engaged in the story. I look over and my friend Greg is falling asleep next to me. Cherry Jones makes her entrance, in one of the most extravagant and beautiful costumes I had seen on the stage in a while. At first I'm off put by her, and trying to figure out what kind of accent she was going after. As I relaxed into the piece, and as it started to get more interesting. I realized that Cherry Jones could read the A,B, C's and I would still love her. She is just captivating on stage, and she makes the most honest choices. This play is not my favorite play, but I did enjoy the work on the stage by the incredible cast. Although the one person who should hold the play together, and who was really the lead in the piece was horrific. This women's name is Sally Hawkins, as she yelled throughout the piece, and just didn't come about as honest as I would have preferred. I think they need to fire her, and recast the lead role! At first I didn't know if it was the character I hated or was it her performance. I decided in the end it was her performance, and I am not a fan. It is a shame with such a stellar cast, Adam Driver (interesting choices and beautiful work), Mark Harelik (One of the best actors I seen awhile), Edward Hibbert (Fun, Honest, and Brilliant) and lastly Michael Siberry (Who has amazing comic timing, and stole some of the scenes)! It was an interesting night at the theater, and maybe Sally Hawkins is a good actor, but just not in this piece. Cherry Jones I have seen do better work, but that last scene was gripping, and amazing! The play itself is OK, the story is kind of interesting, and it was a preview and no telling what changes they will make to it by opening night!

Death at a Funeral vs. Death at a Funeral

2010-09-10T20:24:00.013-04:00

I watched both the British, and the American version of "Death at a Funeral". The British version is way, way, way better. The British know how to take a story and be funny, and yet still be amazing actors and bring the drama. The American version follows the same plot line, even using some of the same lines. This movie (American Version) was produced by Chris Rock and has some of the funniest comedians in the business in it. However, it just doesn't come close to the original (British) version. It is as if the American actors were trying hard to be funny, unlike the British who just play the scenes very straight, and it makes you laugh so hard. Chris Rock I think is one of the funniest men alive, and is great at stand up comedy, however, he can't act at all. Although I will say he has grown as an actor, because he started off the worse. Highlights in the American cast is Columbus Short, Martin Lawrence, and Danny Glover, these three are the best in this version. In the British version the highlights in the cast is the whole cast. Everyone is amazing in that movie, it is hard to reproduce that feeling the British actors have so naturally. If I had to pick a favorite in the British version it would be Peter Vaughn. I am in amazement with his work, and want to see him do more. Special mention in the British version has to be Alan Tudyk and Mathew Macfadyen. That last monologue performed by Macfayden was so brilliant, and I almost put my head down in shame listening to Chris Rock attempt it. The common and interesting thread in both pieces, is that they use the same small person, in both movies,(Peter Dinklage) he gets to play the same character, twice, with two different casts. This must have been a thrill, and an interesting experience for him. I will say the British version did make watching the American version easier, if I hadn't seen this first, I would probably be bored!!!! I think it is worth taking the journey and seeing both pieces for yourself, let me know what you think blog world???

The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo #1

2010-09-09T16:17:00.004-04:00

This blog entry will be a three part series, as I write about the book, the Foreign Film, and the American film.

As I ride the train, I would see this yellow book in every ones hand. I finally got a glimpse of what everyone was reading, and I went to the book store and bought it. "The Girl With The Dragoon Tattoo", was the title of the book, I read the back of it, and it seemed very interesting, and different for me. What they heck, everyone was reading it, so I thought why not? I started to read the book, and I had to read the first chapter twice. I had no idea what heck the writer Stieg Larsson was talking about. It was so confusing, and filled with so many facts. My brain hurt, but something in me said keep on going. I got to about chapter five, and I almost gave up again. This book is so so so boring! I felt illiterate, as if my reading comprehension was not up to snuff. Again I decided to challenge myself, and keep on going. When I tell you, I am so happy I took this challenge, as I kept reading this book, it got so amazing. The story is so well written, and intense. I am obsessed with the character the girl with the dragon tattoo named Salander. I can envision her in my mind and had an instant connection to her. The story is filled with drama, murder, mystery, journalism, fight, sex, and revenge. The mystery and intrigue in this book is so intense, that I couldn't put it down. I am so excited to see the film, the foreign film is first on my list in my netflix queue. The American version is not released yet, and I can't wait to report to you on both of them. I want to be more detailed in my blog entry, but I won't give it away. I think everyone should join me, and the folks on the train, and read this book. It is writing at it's best, and it is a story that I promise will keep you on the edge of your seat!

Museum Project 3 (The Brooklyn Museum)

2010-09-05T20:11:00.009-04:00

On our third museum project, I took Tiffany to The Brooklyn Museum, right up the street from my apartment. It was a beautiful walk as the sun beat our backs. Tiffany always shows up on our museum dates, looking stunning. I love the time I spend with this girl, and I think it is the best idea we have ever had. I know I said we would go to a museum once a month. However, we both have lives, and busy schedules. Therefore our museum dates are when we can get together.

We walk into the stunning museum and it so huge, with so many exhibits, that we didn't get to see the whole thing. However, we chose exhibits that intrigued us. We started with Andy Warhol, and me being from Pittsburgh like Warhol, I was excited to see what the museum had to offer. I will say that was the weakest Warhol exhibit I had ever seen. Maybe I am bias, after seeing the amazing Andy Warhol Museum in my hometown of Pittsburgh. The works they had up, weren't interesting to me at all, and couldn't like a candle to Mr. Warhol's Pittsburgh exhibit.

Then we went through the African exhibit, which was beautiful and intriguing, and I decided that I just love African Art. The masks, the spheres, to the traditional and cultural things I got to see! I want a room in my house dedicated to African Art, it is just so interesting to me.

Finally we went up to floor five, which was my favorite part of the whole museum. I saw so much amazing contemporary pieces, and there were so many things I wanted to hang on my wall. Others that reminded me of my childhood. Pieces that made me sad, and some that made me just want to do cart wheels. I love art when it makes you feel all kinds of emotions, and when you stare into the soul of it, and it takes you to a different place. Tiffany and I had a wonderful time reminiscing on black culture, from jherri curls, to the S curl, to the box, and perms! To the movies we saw, the music we listened to, the colors that made no sense to me. To the colors that took me on a journey. Art...

I had the privilege of watching the TV show "Work Of Art" on Bravo, and I got to see the winners exhibit. Abdi Farah, won the whole thing, and his work of art is playing The Brooklyn Museum. I told Tiffany, that I couldn't leave until I seen his exhibit, and it was even better in person than on the TV show! You have to go see this new talents work, as it touched me in a current but yet a renaissance sort of way. This man has found himself and has such a prevalent story to tell. I'm glad I got to see it.

Tiffany and I left the museum with so much to discuss, and with a better understanding of each other. I loved the Brooklyn museum, and I need to walk up the street to see the rest of it. If you end up in Brooklyn, you have to check out this cultural genius of a building.

The Emmy Awards 2010

2010-09-01T08:58:00.004-04:00

I want to put on note The Emmy's were brilliant this season! As you know I love Awards Shows, and this one was just a smash from beginning to end. The director and the show, deserve an Emmy for there work. LOL! The opening montage with the Glee kids, just made me so happy, and was one of the funniest, most clever, and entertaining openings I had seen in awhile. Jimmy Fallon was an amazing choice, and I think they should go with him again for next years telecast. His timing was superb, and he kept the show moving at a great pace!

The awards had some surprises, and it was interesting to see the homosexuals clean up in the comedy T.V. category. Homosexuals have come a long way in the T.V. medium. It was amazing to see Jane Lynch, Neil Patrick Harris, and I am assuming that nerdy dude from "The Big Bang Theory" is gay-- Jim Parsons, Ryan Murphy, and Eric Stonestreet from Modern Family ( Who is not gay, but plays a gay character)win! Who would have thunk it, but I guess gay folks are funny.

Edie Falco who won for her performance on "Nurse Betty", started by saying "I am not funny", that is a tough category, to be a comedic actress nominee, and be a dramatic actress on a comedy show. This can be very tricky, and I am sure hard to vote. Just as I feel the same for Toni Colliette, and a couple other people nominated in this genre.

My least favorite speech of the night was Kyra Sedgwick, her speech came off very cold, and prepared. Some friends tweeted, and on facebook said she seemed like a bitch. I think she is probably a wonderful lady, but she has to work on winning an award. She read her speech which I usually hate, but it had no heart and feeling.

The other interesting part of the show was the awards for mini-series, it was like every show was from HBO! HBO swept the mini-series category. There were so many good ones this season, and it was interesting to see who was going to win. Temple Grandin being my favorite. It was nice to see Claire Danes win for her work. As I blogged about her and the show awhile back. Check it out, I predict her win for best actress. She was the belle of the ball and looked amazing. It was also great to see my idol Al Pachino win, as he gave a socially awkward speech. I'm so mesmerized by his work, and I have to work with him one day! Lastly to see the project "The Pacific" win, this massive project should win, for the amount of detail and work they put into it.

Jewel sang during the memorandum, which was done with such class, and taste! I'm telling you the Emmy Awards was the show to watch. The Tony's, The Oscar's, and The Golden Globes need to take note on how an award show should be run. BRAVO!!!!

My New Food Obsession

2010-08-27T11:04:00.004-04:00

I can't tell you how it feels to come out the gym, feeling like you had a good work out. Starving, and walking the streets looking for a good eat, that is healthy! Well, I have a new obsession and it is called The Muscle Maker Grill! When I tell you this place is full of only health food products, protein bars, shakes, only diet drinks, and just some of the most amazing food ever! I have been three times after the gym, and they have everything from pasta to wraps to Asian style foods. Proving that you can eat healthy, and it still can taste really good. The food is so amazing, and you wouldn't even know you are eating stuff that is good for you. I am obsessed with this place, and thus far my favorites are The Arizona, (picture is above) and the penne alla vodka with Shrimp! MMMMMMMM...I'm so obsessed with this place that if I had money, I would invest asap. You have to try the Muscle Maker Grill, and you will leave satisfied, and not feeling fat! Who can ask for anything more!!!!!???!!!!!

South Pacific

2010-08-25T11:14:00.007-04:00

I finally got to see the Lincoln Center production of South Pacific. Which if you are my friend you know I call this musical South Pathetic as a code name. I will say there was nothing pathetic about this production. I am just sorry I never went to see the show live. I watched it on my tivo when it aired one of it's final performances on PBS. This show was so magical and beautifully directed. I loved what they did with the African American Soldiers while casting them and giving them work, they stayed true to the period, by keeping them separate from everyone else. The story is so classic, and usually is very boring. This production was so beautiful, flowed nicely, and the story telling was honest and simple, and I didn't fidget or have a bored moment once. I loved every moment watching this version of the show. Every performance was stellar, however I am sorry I missed Mathew Morrison's performance, as I would have loved to see him in the show. The stand out of the show was Paulo Szot performances. This man has blown me away, his acting, and that voice! WOW! That voice just enchanted my soul, and I honestly could listen to it all day and night! He was the heart and soul of the piece, and deserves his tony award!!!!! It was a blessing even if on t.v. to see a musical theater classic brought to life in such a superb way!

My Gut With Film Is All Wrong!

2010-08-19T10:44:00.005-04:00

When I audition for musicals, there are times, I leave the audition and my gut, and my inner self tell me "You got this", and usually my phone rings and the gig is all mine. I have 95% accuracy with my gut/inner self. The other percentage is wrong, and there is also the times that I leave a musical audition with the thought "I didn't get this", and sometimes I surprisingly do get it, but most of the time I don't. My gut/inner self is so honest and that feeling inside of me is so intense. The point is that my inner self never fails me in the musical theater world. I have been on some film auditions and majority of the time I leave and think I'm not right, they aren't into me, I didn't get this and--I am accurate-- I didn't get it. LOL Magically there are two films in particular one great role, and one smaller role, that I left the audition, and my gut/inner self told me "You Got This", and I left with that same feeling I have when I audition for a musical. WRONG, still haven't booked my film, and it sucks cause I am really giving good auditions. I know so much more goes into the casting process, so I have to just be patient. I am just mad at my gut for lying to me! UGH!!!!!!

Eat, Pray, Love

2010-08-18T08:44:00.005-04:00

I tried to read the book Eat, Pray, Love, because Oprah told me I should read it. I attempted at the book about five times, and each time the book got more boring, more boring, and more boring. I had a discussion with my roommate about the book, as she loved every moment of this snore. She said "It is definitely a girl book, and you are not a girl, so of course you didn't connect to it". I chopped it all up in my head, that this book was meant for women, and left it alone.

Now the film is out, and I walked my booty to the movies to go see it, because I like Julia Roberts, and you all know I love Viola Davis!!!!! I sat there during the previews reminding myself that this is a chick flick, and I will probably hate it. To my pleasant surprise, I was so happy, and enjoyed every second of this film. The scenery was beautiful, the acting even better, and the story tug at my heart strings. I found many tears running down my face more than once during the movie. There was a beauty there in this simple film that forced me to lean back and connect to every moment. It was like watching a Deepak Chopra book come to life and as a result caused me to have a celebration of life, openness to love, and my outlook stretched. So many things that I have been studying lately about the universe, GOD, Love, Living in the now, and risk taking were all summed up in one movie. The thing I loved most about the flick, is that I walked out feeling like I learned more, and was a better man at the end of the film. This feeling rarely happens to me at a movie, when my mind expands, and my out look on life changes drastically from a picture.

The performances to watch out for are; of course Julia Roberts and Viola Davis. As they are all always good, but to me in this film they did nothing special, you have seen Julia Roberts like this before, it suited her, therefore no surprises. Viola's role was very simple, and not much to do with this work. All though, I would watch Viola Davis read the ABC's dramatically for hours over and over again. My favorite performance of the night was Richard Jenkins, as he played Richard from Texas. I have always enjoyed this actors work, but I left the movie being blown away by his performance in this film. I also walked out in love with a new comer I. Gusti Ayu Puspawati, every time this women opened her mouth, I laughed! She had the best one liners throughout the film, and stole every scene she was in. BRAVO!!!!!

Go be enlightened, and see this beautifully made chick flick! I left the movie with knowledge, and love in my heart. I am in search for my word....I also left wanting to go somewhere exotic asap.

How I got my AFTRA card

2010-08-15T19:18:00.003-04:00

I wasn't going to write about all the unions I am in, but since I started my other series on my Equity, and SAG card. I couldn't find myself to leave out the last and final union that I am member. Anyone can get there AFTRA card, you can just buy into it. It doesn't have rules like Equity and SAG, which make it a little hard to join there unions. I honestly, wish SAG and AFTRA would merge, because it would make my life much easier! Anyway, many years ago, I took a soap opera class with a casting director, and I was learning how to be a soap actor. I started out at the bottom of the class, I must say, as this genre didn't seem like a fit for me. As you all know, I work my ass off in class, and can't stand being in the bottom. One week it clicked, and I went from bottom to top. In the final presentations, because of the uneven number in the class. I was asked to do two scenes instead of one. Which led me to a week after class ended, being cast on All My Children. I did ten episodes, started off an extra, moved to under five, and on to a day player. Which forced me to get my AFTRA card, however, I froze that sucker, so I don't have to pay dues. I never use the AFTRA card like I use my SAG and EQUITY! Anyway, I am in three unions, and my series on how i got my....is all finished...LOL

They Stare Like I'm Crazy

2010-08-11T08:16:00.004-04:00

I can be on the train or walking my dog, and sometimes I am going over sides for upcoming film auditions. Sometimes I am reviewing my monologue for a class I am taking, or a new piece I am working on for a play. Sometimes after a couple of hours of Rosetta Stone in the morning, I like to go over what I learned in my head on the train into the city. I guess to the people walking next to me, or on the train, I look like I am talking to myself. Depending on the scene I am going over, I could be having fun, or very angry etc. I sometimes come out of my world which is play, and catch a glance at someone out the corner of my eye. They are staring so hard, like I am the craziest man to walk planet earth. This is New York City, don't they see other actors on the train going over lines? Or am I truly a maniac??? LOL I guess I would look at me like I was crazy too!!!!

Dinner For Schmucks

2010-08-10T07:03:00.004-04:00

I went to see the movie Dinner For Schmucks, because I wanted a good laugh, and needed something fun to do. Needless to say, I didn't laugh not once, and I was bored to tears during the whole film. I wanted to come out of there with the feelings I had when I saw the movie "Date Night" or "I love You Man" or "The Hangover"! I came out of Dinner For Schmucks wanting every single penny back. The combination of the acting team, was so brilliant, that I just knew I would come home with a good amazing laugh! This movie was not for me at all, and I almost fell asleep watching this boring piece of crap! To me the best part of the movie is Zach Galifianakis performance, he made me smile and chuckle a couple a times. His character was so over the top, and he just played everything like a star. Don't get me wrong I love Steve Carell, and Paul Rudd, two of my favorites on this planet. I just hated this film, and I thought at one point when Steve Carell comes on the screen it's going to get good. I sat in my seat waiting, waiting, and then Steve Carell's character makes his splash entrance, and hold up, it has been an hour an half, and I am NOT LAUGHING! UGH! Dinner For Schmucks go see at your own risk!

It Keeps Haunting Me

2010-08-07T08:59:00.005-04:00

I have been craving the opportunity to go on an audition for weeks now, as you know if you read my blog. The summer time is just way slow when it comes to auditioning. Finally I got one, and it wasn't that big of a job. However, it was an audition for a little show, that a friend, is directing. I prepared, maybe even over prepared, as I only had one audition for the week, and have been bored. I walk into the audition, just relaxed feeling in good spirits ready to give my all. I started to sing, and right in the beginning of the song, I started off just a little pitchy, and felt myself reaching for the note. I got passed that and kept fighting for the rest of the song, as my voice trembled, and didn't have the zing, that I wanted it to have. I thought to myself, "oh well, you can't win them all". Then it was time to read the sides, and they said "Can you read it with a Spanish accent"! My face went blank, and my mind started racing! I read the scene being as honest as I can, but my Spanish accent SUCKED BIG TIME!!!!! This has been one of the worse auditioning experiences in my life. Last night, the audition decided to creep into my head, and payed my subconscious a visit. I kept replaying this horrible event in my mind, as I lay in the bed. You are supposed to let your auditions go after you do them, but this one is haunting me, and lurking over me! This monster is chasing me through out my day, and I can't shake him!!! LEAVE ME ALONE BAD AUDITION, LEAVE ME ALONE!

How I Got My Equity Card

2010-08-04T21:29:00.008-04:00

Right out of College (The Boston Conservatory), I went to Germany, and lived in a tiny town called Bochum. Where I performed in a musical called "Starlight Express"! I lived in Germany for a year and a half, and traveled throughout Europe. Then decided to move to New York City, with one big credit under my belt, I was ready to take on the world. I refused to do jobs as an non-equity member, so I was turning down gigs left and right. Then I audition for a new musical, that was workshop with the hopes of coming to Broadway. The musical was called "Bingo Long and The Traveling All Stars", (BIG FLOP) in which I played the role of Skinny in the musical. When I negotiated my contract, they wanted to hire me as non-equity, so I turned it down. Then they came back to me with a plan, they said if I did the show as a non-equity member. The last two weeks of the run, they would give me my equity card, and they offered me a equity contract. I agreed on this deal, and that is how I joined the union. I was scared at first of joining, cause I thought this meant I would never work again. As we serve a good GOD, I was blessed with booking Jesus Christ Superstar starring Billy Porter and Emily Skinner. Which was a life changing show for me, and I met most of my best friends from that show. Then was blessed with booking my first really big production contract: "Annie Get Your Gun", starring Tom Wopat and Marilu Henner. My career took off from there, and I kept working with some struggle in there, from time to time. The career kept trucking through, and I worked, and worked. That is how J.R. began his career, and I hoping for more stories to come, on conquering T.V. world as I did the stage!!!!!

How I Got My SAG Card

2010-08-01T20:32:00.002-04:00

Way back in the day this is the first movie role I had ever received. This was my small splash and intro into the film world. Watch this clip, and see me play the lead singer of the Cadillacs in the movie "The Temptations"! Which oddly enough I still get residual checks, and they also air this movie a ton on VH-1 movies that rock! ENJOY!!!! Oh, and please don't laugh at my stupid wig, and the last pose that I hit!!!!

Salt

2010-07-31T08:56:00.010-04:00

I saw the movie Salt the other day, and I enjoyed the action flick! Angelina Joile was doing things in this movie, that I had never seen on screen before. It most of been fun to film some of these intense stunts. She is beautiful, tough, and just really good at this genre of film making. The movie had a great pace, and moved forward very fast! I couldn't believe it was over, when we got to the end of the film. However, the ending upset me, and I wanted more. Which is a sign of good film making, as I honestly could have sat there for another hour, and watched Angelina kick butt. It was definitely a summer action movie, and served it's purpose at the movie theater. These type of films are not my favorite, but I am learning to take them for what they are, and to sit back, and enjoy this aesthetic! I will say this, Salt had a compelling, thought provoking plot, new action stunts, and great acting! You couldn't go wrong with the team of actors Angelina was surrounded around. Liev Schreiber is one of the the best actors we have in Hollywood, and has proven himself to also be an extraordinary stage actor. Chiwetel Ejiofor is slowly becoming someone in Hollywood to watch out for, and I want to see him as the leading man he so deserves. His talents are so untouchable, and I just love watching his work. I enjoyed Salt, will I own the movie? NO! Did it change my life? NO! Was it entertaining, thrilling, action packed, and does it have good acting? YES!!!!

Guess What?

2010-07-29T17:27:00.001-04:00

I LOVE OBAMA! JUST WANTED YA'LL TO KNOW!

The Food Fight Begins

2010-07-27T19:40:00.006-04:00

One of my favorite restaurants in the world is in Philadelphia, and it is Cuban cuisine. The name of the restaurant is called "Mixto", it has amazing abeyance and the best food ever. Well, twice I have eaten at Cuba Cafe here in New York City in the Chelsea area, and when I tell you the food is so amazing there, and it makes you wanna hit your daddy!!!!! MMMMMMMMM It is freaking good, and it is competing with Mixto big time. However, Mixto has better atmosphere, and salsa dancing on certain nights. Cuba Cafe is very small, but with a cool Cuban feel, and the food just melts in your mouth. I can't decide which one I love more, but I will take my time deciding. Let the food fight begin........

Unexpected Surprise

2010-07-26T17:17:00.004-04:00

I had a DVD from netflix sitting on my dresser for about a month. I rented the foreign film "The Maid", and because it had subtitles I didn't want to watch the movie. Although, I heard amazing critical acclaim on the film. Everyday I would walk by it on my dresser, and say that looks nice to myself. However, I could never bring myself to dive into the film. I finally opened that package and put it in my blue ray disc player. I watched the movie, and when I tell you I loved it. I truly did, and wish I would have opened it up sooner. I didn't even realize there were subtitles it was so good. Who ever wrote this crazy film, is genius. It is so not American, and the story line is so weird, crazy, creative, and intriguing. I had a blast watch the psychology of the lead character, and the brilliance of all the actors around her. The storyline, kept moving, and I laughed, and was very curious throughout the whole flick. If you get a chance, and want to see a very disturbing maid in action. RENT "The Maid"!!!!!!

Look Who Came To Town

2010-07-23T12:17:00.005-04:00

I was watching the only soap opera that I have been watching since I was a little kid, "The Young and The Restless"! If you read my blog you know I will not stop watching this show, and I don't care how cheesy or bad it gets. I love the "Young and The Restless", and as long it is on the air I will support that soap! The other day, I was watching it, and in comes this beautiful dark skinned vixen. At first I typed cast her, and said "Oh that is so nice they gave this really heavy set, dark skinned, black girl a nice day player role". I was being rude, ignorant, and following the soap opera protocol, as I have never seen anyone who looked like her on any soap. Then as I watched the episode, she kept having more and more lines. Then I saw her in bed with another actor on the show, and thought "What, they cast a big black girl in a re occurring role on a soap opera". YES THEY DID, and it was the most beautiful surprise I have ever seen in my life. "The Young And The Restless" is taking a step in the right direction, and kudos to them for casting the beautiful talented actress. This I think has made my whole week, and made me have faith in the business! Introducing Julia Pace Mitchell, the newest star on my favorite soap. She is so stunning on screen, and yet I will admit her acting isn't quite there yet. As I googled her, and saw her extensive training and resume. I'm sure her acting will get better, as I'm sure she is nervous, and hasn't quite found her soap opera grove yet. You will also recognize her as playing Biggie Smalls babies momma in the movie "Notorious" where her acting is top notch! I hope other soaps follow the "Young and The Restless", lead, and surprise a brotha with an amazing casting choice. It is the year 2010, and I think the world is ready!!!!! Below I posted an interview with the amazing new star of the show, watch and enjoy!

BORED!!!!!

2010-07-21T16:38:00.005-04:00

Wow, when they say the summer season for auditioning was slow. That person never told a lie. I am getting bored, and haven't been on a TV/film , play, musical, audition in about two weeks. La La La La La, is what I sing in my mind, as I twiddle my thumbs. I am staying focused as much as can creatively, by reading plays, finding new monologues, and getting my pictures in order. However, I am still bored, and so used to auditioning. I thought maybe if I blogged and cried a little. The universe would hear me, and make an audition fall in my lap soon. How can one book a gig, if there isn't a gig to book????? BLOG WORLD A BROTHA IS BORED!!!!!

Inception

2010-07-20T11:37:00.006-04:00

Everyone on my facebook page was like go see the movie "Inception", it is so awesome and brilliant. I listened to my friends, and ran to go see this big budget flick! I must say, and I know I will get flack for this. I didn't enjoy the movie at all. My brain hurt when I finished trying to piece through the movie. My brain was moving so fast, that I never got to relax and enjoy the film. I love the intellectual film, but this was a little over kill for me. Although, the actors were all fascinating, and great at there craft, I found myself falling asleep, and fidgeting in my seat. I didn't care what happened to any of them, and could care less about what was in the safe deposit box, that we spent the whole movie trying to get to. I DID NOT CARE ONE BIT!!!!!! They spent so much time building up the dreams, and how the whole thing worked with the mazes, and mind. That the relationships were not strong enough for me to care about a single character. I tried to care about Leo getting home to his beautiful kids. I tried to care about Ken Wantanbe getting shot, and wanting something from some random persons subconscious. I tried to care that Joseph Gordon-Levitt stole a kiss from Ellen Page. I tried to care about the random British dude, and the random Indian dude. I really did, if they would have dove a little bit deeper into there love and relationships, maybe I would of had some sort of feeling. I will say this Leonardo Dicaprio was the one character I had some type of feeling. The rest was a random mess of people and, they could have all gotten stuck in there dream state! They could have all been stuck in that hole forever, and I still wouldn't care! My positive note is that it is a great cast of actors. The ending was quite brilliant, and I won't give it away. You go make up your own mind on this big block buster. However, I won't be seeing it again!!!!!! I will say this randomly again, still, my favorite movie of the summer thus far is the simple yet beautiful "The Kids Are All Right", run to see that flick!

Photo Shoot 2

2010-07-16T09:28:00.007-04:00

Here are some of the pics from my photo shoot! As I search for a new headshot, that will hopefully help me get picked up for big projects that will make me a star! I posted some on this entry, and around my blogger site! ENJOY!

The Kids Are All Right

2010-07-15T18:35:00.003-04:00

Last night, I went to the movies alone, which I tend to do often. Right after my heavy work out, I bought me a soda, and some junior mints, and went to see the movie "The Kids Are All Right"! I was so highly impressed by this little film. It was simple, honest, funny, and beautiful. The writing of this film was so superb, and exactly what I needed last night! I guess how could you go wrong with an amazing cast like Julianne Moore, and Anette Bening! There performances were so tight, pure, and top notch as expected. Mark Ruffalo, was the shocker to me, because lately his movies have been really bad! His performance, was so solid, and I am a huge fan of his again. He just was just so honest, funny, and as he mumbled his way through the movie(it worked), as I believed every single mumble! He also made me want to buy a motorcycle asap. It was great to see America's Next Top Model runner up Yaya DaCosta, on the big screen, she was beautiful, and her acting chops have grown since "Ugly Betty"! The star of the movie to me, was Mia Wasikowska, she was so pure and stunning in this film. I have given many movie reviews on my blog, but I have to say that YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS FILM! I REPEAT YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS FILM! It was everything I ever wanted in a movie, and I loved every moment of this flick!

Mel Gibson

2010-07-14T11:30:00.006-04:00

I am a fan of the actor/director Mel Gibson, and I enjoy his work immensely! So he is ranting with his wife, cussing, using the "N" word, and acting a fool! I honestly don't like any of his tone, and his crazy phone conversations! Which I even find more ridiculous that his wife has been secretly recording him. Do I think Mel Gibson is a racist? Hmmm, I think he has a problem, and I think he is saying crazy stuff, and sometimes when drunk, you speak things that are rooted deep in you. So yes I think he has some racism in him. I don't think he hates African Americans or any other cultures. I don't think he is a member of the KKK! I don't think he wants to harm other cultures. I hope I am not contradicting myslelf, and am making some sense. I still hope this isn't the end of his career. I know from growing up with an alcoholic grandmother, that alcohol can be the devil. He sounds like to me, he needs some rehab, and counseling. He has a serious problem, and I send out prayers that he figures it all out! I would miss his Hollywood presence, if he continues down this path. I'm sure producers and studios don't even want to attempt to touch the man right now! I hope he can figure it all out, and put in the work it takes, to come back out on top! I just heard his agency William Morris just dropped Mel Gibson. I believe in redemption, and I hope he has the strength to get some. My prayers go out to Mel and his well being!

The Wolves v.s The Vampire

2010-07-13T09:00:00.004-04:00

Interesting enough, I am obsessed with t.v. shows such as True Blood, The Vampire Diaries, and movies such as The Twilight Series. I am drawn to the vampire, and I think it is because, I'm a Scorpio, and my Birthday is so close to Halloween. As a kid for Halloween, I think, I was a vampire like four years in a row. My personality is always drawn to anything that is dark. Now in my watching my favorite pleasure of the Summer "True Blood", they are introducing the werewolf! Just like the "Twilight" Series has, and I'm just waiting for "Vampire Diaries" to do the same. Anyway, I wanna be on some type of Vampire Show, even if it is for a guest spot! This genre, looks like so much fun, to film and be a part of. The interesting thing in my life is how drawn I am to Werewolf, and how I connect with the wolves and there pack on both shows! Hmmmmmm, I think on "Twilight" I wanna play a wolf, and on "True Blood", I wanna play the vampire. While I'm dreaming out loud in this post, I will say "True Blood", still has me caught up in the hype. I'm enjoying every moment of the campy, honest, and thrilling show. I know this post is random, but I'm on this kick of putting your dreams into the universe. I will be not only reviewing things, but I will be also dreaming big in some of my post! I have to practice what I preach, as much as possible! Who do you like blog world, the Wolf or the Vampire????

Photo Shoot

2010-07-09T10:05:00.003-04:00

Tracy I am right behind you, as I just took my new headshots yesterday, and I'm nervous as hell about the results! (Sorry Blog World For The Personal Shout Out)! Anyway, headshots are so vital to an actors career, so finding one the relays the essences of who you are as an actor, is a tough task that gives me anxiety. Not only do I have to love them, my manager, and the casting folks have to be obsessed over them. Which put so much pressure on a shoot, that should be relaxed and fun! Luckily, I had an amazing photographer Lesile Hassler, who calmed my nerves down, and kept the energy, fun, professional, and silly! We actually had a blast last night shooting, and taking some shots in the studio, and on location. Now I need that one picture that goes across the casting persons desk, and they basically have an orgasm and call me right in. I don't really worry about having a picture for musical theater, because all the casting people in that genre of the business, know who I am, and my work ethic. As I have been blessed to do many Broadway Musicals. My stress is the T.V. and Film Folks, loving the images portrayed in a my little photograph. Blog World, I get them back next week around Thursday, and I will post some for you to see. I trust Lesile, so I'm sure they will be awesome, but still keep your fingers crossed!

BET Awards

2010-07-07T18:09:00.006-04:00

I was late to watch the BET Awards on my tivo, but I was pleasantly surprised by the 2010 Awards Show! I actually start off with some smart comment about "Oh No Time For The Ghetto Awards Show", and as a matter fact, for the past 3 years, they have been one of the best awards show on T.V. The BET Awards really is entertaining and very good!

Chris Brown, was amazing dancer during the Michael Jackson tribute, taken Michaels moves with fluidity, and grace. Dancing his moves to the new millennium, while staying true to the late genius work. Then singing "Man In The Mirror", well attempting to sing it, as he stopped singing from emotion and tears. As the lyrics are so close to his life, being that he beats on women! OUCH, that was below the belt J.R. The real question is was his performance sincere? I don't know how if I bought it, however, I will not doubt the man and his talent. I do believe he is a gifted young performer, and I won't block his blessings.

The Queen, Latifah that is, was an awesome host, being very real, funny, and entertaining.

The audience was filled with beautiful people with there glasses raised, and dancing in the aisles. Partying like no other awards show has ever seen.

The Prince tribute was awesome as every performer was different, as they mastered there rendition from of this iconic genius. Janelle Monae was my favorite, as she captured the essence of the performer, and still keeping to her own style. Alicia Keys was good, until, she climbed up on the piano, and Prince clutched his pearls, as he looked a little frightened. I must admit I was frightened myself, stay true to yourself Alicia next time. Even Prince stated in his speech, you don't have to do what I do! LOL Which Prince' speech was simple but eloquent, and beautiful The tribute ended with the great Patti Labelle, sanging "Purple Rain", kicking off her shoes, and bringing down the house! However, I was very dissapointed that BET chose all women to perform in this tribute. I would loved to have seen Maxwell, or some male up there, to tribute the talented icon!

The best part of the whole awards show for me was El Dabarge, to see one of my favorite childhood icons, still looking good, and sounding amazing. He took me back to Junior and High School! OOOO that gives away my age a little, that slipped out. LOL Debarge was an artist that I connected to in my past, as he has a high falsetto like me, and his look was similar to mine. He surprised me, and stole the whole show for me. YAY BET!

Thank you Black Entertainment Television for staying classy, and keeping the show real, from the heart, fun, and entertaining!

FAITH

2010-07-06T12:42:00.002-04:00

Lately, for the past few weeks, my faith has been tested, and I have been going through it! Whether it be career, relationships, friends, or finances. I don't know what it is in the universe, but I believe it is pick on J.R. for a about a month time. I'm conquering this, by living on my faith. I don't know why I am being tested, but I am sure I'm learning a ton from it. At times I feel sad, and at times I'm over joyed, because now that I'm getting older, my faith is so strong. I know that around the corner, everything will be "A" OK! I must admit, GOD, I'm ready for this test to end. If not, I will have faith, and I'm sure I will pass this test with flying colors. Here is to living on FAITH, my friends!

Eclipse

2010-07-05T17:32:00.006-04:00

I read all the twilight serious books, and went to the movies to see "Eclipse"! The acting was so horrible, and the writing of the screenplay was terrible! The best actor in the series by far is Robert Pattinson, however, that Taylor Lautner and Kristin Stewart, should go back to class. The new Victoria played by Bryce Dallas Howard was AMAZING, and Xavier Samuels who plays Riley was great addition to the cast!! I always enjoy Billy Burke, and Dakota Fannings brief performance, was brilliant! I just didn't enjoy this movie at all, and it scares me cause the next book is my favorite of all the twilight series. I hope they don't screw it up!!!! We shall see, what they do, I tried so hard to give it the benefit of the doubt. As I know it was meant for teens, and I know it is campy, but they can do so much better. The story is good enough, and intriguing! Well, we shall see what they do as they make the last two books into films. As stated before, the last two books are my favs.........

Dreams

2010-06-29T09:05:00.002-04:00

I have so many dreams, it is crazy, so I made a small list of T.V. shows I want to be on right now as a permanent cast member. I know you probably don't care, but I wanted to put my dreams in writing and in the universe.

My Dream T.V. Gigs

1. Brother's and Sisters
2. Greys Anatomy
3. Vampire Diaries
4. True Blood
5. Treme
6. The Young and The Restless
7. United States of Tara
8. Damages
9. Mad Men
10. Law and Order SVU

Next I'm putting in the universe the people I want to work with asap!

1. Lee Daniels
2. Spike Lee
3. Jeffrey Wright
4. Viola Davis
5. Sean Penn
6. Clint Eastwood
7. Al Pacino
8. Tyler Perry
9. Steven Spielberg
10. Meryl Streep

Ok this is my dream list, Universe listen to it, and read it!!!!!! Most importantly, make it happen! LOL

The New Karate Kid

2010-06-26T18:43:00.005-04:00

I am the biggest Karate Kid fan, and loved the movie franchise when I was a boy growing up. I was so excited to see the new incarnation of this iconic film! WOW, did this movie, live up to the first incarnation! It was cinematography at its best, the land scape's and the view of China was stunning! However, when the film first began it took me a moment to get into it. I felt like that took too long with the opening sequences, and the introduction of the characters. I thought to myself in my seat, hurry up, and get to the point and the heart of the film. The bulling aspect of the film really got to me, as I lived some of these scenes, being bullied as a child. It was easy to connect to all of these moments, ex specially the boy hiding behind trees and cars to be so afraid to walk home! Although, the fighting scenes on the streets got on my nerves a little, I felt like I was having a stroke, as the director chose the shaky camera approach. HATED IT! When they finally got around to it, and Jackie Chan made his first fighting entrance. The movie finally began for me, and I was taking on a beautiful journey, that give me chills at times. My hairs stood up on my arm, and my heart pounded. I also found myself biting every nail off my fingers! Jaden Smith is definitely Will Smith's son, and there is no denying it. He is so charming, honest, pure, and amazing in this film. Some of his facial expressions remind me of his daddy, but still holding onto his own persona! Jaden must of trained so hard for this film, because his physical work was extraordinary! The heart and the shocker of the film to me, was Jackie Chan, his performance was so amazing! It was so nice to see him in a dramatic role, and he handled the character with Grace! I almost would dare to say that he was better than Pat Morita, OK, I will say it he was better than Pat Morita. If you seen the first movies, you would know Pat Morita was amazing! Jackie Chan took this movie, and stole it from everyone else involved! Much praise to Jada Pinkett Smith and her husband for producing a work of art, that was just as good, if not better than the first!

Reinventing The Body, Resurrecting The Soul

2010-06-23T11:12:00.005-04:00

I was suggested to read a book, from my mentor, Ken Roberson, who is best known as a Broadway choreography. Google him for his extensive resume, lol. At any rate, he noticed some stress in my energy, at a dinner party he had for me and friend. He told me to go out and get this book, "Reinventing The Body, Resurrecting The Soul" written by Deepak Chopra. This was my first Chopra book, and it was exactly what the doctor ordered and more. This book has relaxed me, and helped change my ideals on many life things. Somethings were common sense and I already knew, but the things that I needed, has enlightened me on a higher level. If I was to have tried to read this book, two years ago, I would have laughed and thought it was a bunch of mumbo jumbo! At this point in my life, reading this book and taking the exercises seriously. It has completely changed my well being, and life forever! So many things I have held onto, and now I have released it all to the universe. It is a great self help book, and I highly recommend it!

Broadway Bares

2010-06-21T19:42:00.008-04:00

Last night I went to an awesome performance of Broadway Bares, the time of the year, when the Broadway community gets together and strip for charity! It was hot as hell up in the Roseland Ballroom, literally and fugitive! With sweat pouring down my face, and watching some of my closest friends get naked, it was so much fun! The show pulled out all of the stops, with performers like Christin Chenowith, Alan Cumming, Bruce Valanch, Lucy Lu, Vanessa Willams, and many many many more. The show raised approximately one million dollars to support Actors Equtiy Cares, which is an organization that helps people living with HIV and Aids! The theme this year was monopoly, and I give it to the creative team this year, for amazing fun, creative juices, and lots of sexual exploration!

Highlight performances for me is Sebastion La Cause, John Caroll, Tracy Wholf, Michael McGurk, Adam Hart and Alex Ringler. OK OK OK I just lied, they were great, but that was me being bias, cause I just listed all my friends. LOL! Truly my favorite performances of the night was Vanessa Williams, who was class act, stunning, and mesmerizing on that stage. Rachelle Rack, dancing her face off, up there, and tearing off her pasties at the end of her number. Katie FInnerian's amazing funny skit with Jen Cody, was awesome. My friend John Caroll's Jersey Shore number was actually really spectacular! Lillas White missing her entrance and coming out on Cheyenne Jacksons entrance, just about had me laughing so hard, that I was crying. There was a beautiful Asian number, with people flying, and it was stunning to the eye! Lucy Lu had an amazing one liner "No I have never hosted the view", had me chuckling loudly! My all time favorite number was the "water sports" number, it was so funny, and made my evening! All of the dancers performed with grace, and there bodies were sick this season!

Broadway Bares was a great evening, and I got to be with some amazing friends. Stripping for a good cause, I am all about it!

Welcome Back J.R.

2010-06-18T16:42:00.003-04:00

I had a week this current week, and I'm glad it is all over! I was so overly emotional about everything, and starting to doubt my talent. It happens from time to time being an actor. It was so rough, that I wanted to lock myself in my room, and never come out! However, I believe in GOD, meditation, and prayer! This is the best thing ever for a person who loses faith at times. This business can be so brutal, honest, and tough! However, I am back, and more confident than ever. What is mine is mine, and I have faith in what will happen around the corner. It feels good to smile again, and to feel whole! Welcome back J.R., Welcome Back! Thanks for all of your beautiful comments and prayers blogger friends!

Fighting, Fighting, Fighting!!!!!

2010-06-17T10:29:00.004-04:00

I have been meeting with some big folks in the business we call show. I am blessed to have the opportunity to meet with people who can further my career. However, I am fighting so many curses in this business called show! I had no idea that being a working actor on Broadway would prohibited my career, and scar me at times. When casting people say that I am too musical theater because of my resume, and dismiss even giving me a chance to audition, bothers the crap out of me. When you can't get seen for a project because they think musical theater is a curse of the over actor, is fight that I have to fight!

I have been reading the agents breakdowns lately, and I won't tell you how I get them, but I get them. LOL Everyday I read it, and every project lately to audition for is Caucasian. WOW, I knew it was bad for the ethnics, but it almost slim pickens in the film/t.v. world for an African American Actor. I can't believe how much work I would have the opportunity to audition for if I was just Caucasian! It is a crazy thing, and there is even less for Asians, and Latinos. We need more writers out there, who write for us, or who just writes, and has no race attached to the project! It is so discouraging to read the breakdowns and the first thing you see is Caucasian actor, Caucasian actor, Caucasian actor, Caucasian actor, Caucasian actor, straight down the list!

Auditioning is fun me, and I love to prepare, and I put my whole heart into my work. There is nothing I enjoy more than acting, and nothing else I want to do. I know this is what I'm supposed to be doing as well. I have had too much success thus far, and have been blessed to be able to touch people in the world with my work on stage. This fight against the natural circumstances of the world, is going to be a tough battle. Send prayers, and good vibes my way, as I go on my journey! Wish me luck as I fight things I have no control over! HERE I GO!

A Piece Of Work: Joan Rivers

2010-06-16T13:12:00.005-04:00

I had the privilege of seeing one of the most brilliant documentaries there ever was. "A Piece of Work", the Joan River's story, is an up close look at one of the funniest women alive. To see her passion, love, for what she does was enough for me. However, this story goes deeper into this women's personal life! It is her struggle to work, struggle to be beautiful, struggle as a caretaker, struggle with the critics, struggle with her love life, and struggle to support her lifestyle. Not to mention that I laughed so hard at the theater, and so loudly, Joan is the queen of comedy! I know you would probably think to yourself another documentary, but this is so interesting, entertaining, and well done. At one point, I even found a tear fall down my face, while watching, and identifying with her pain. I won't go on more about this movie, because you have to see it. Joan Rivers is a true piece of work, and a piece that I want to see, and treasure for a lifetime!

2010 Tony Award

2010-06-15T11:54:00.007-04:00

Hey, where is my Tony nomination???? I guess I have to get a lead in a show to get nominated! OK OK OK I will try, and keep holding on to that dream! So was I watching the Tony Awards or was this The Oscars or Grammys? In the attempt yet again to make the ratings high, The Tony awards is pulling out all stops to make it full of celebrities. If they would just stay true to who they are, I think the telecast would do much better. Why did Greenday perform twice? I am so confused!!!!

One of the great parts of the Tony telecast was the host Sean Hayes, his performance on the show was hilarious! My favorite moment of Sean's was him running through the audience singing "Don't Rain On My Parade", in a Spiderman costume. His jokes were theatrical, political, and so relevant to the audience that was watching the show. BRAVO SEAN HAYES!

Just like 2009 The Tony had major sound problems, and it is appalling that it happened two years in a row! EEEK! Fire the sound guy please!

I'm going to say something that could get me in so much trouble, as I have many friends in this show. However this my blog, and I have to be honest and it's just my opinion! MEMPHIS sucks, and I can't believe it won The Tony for best musical! That is just an awful show, with a terrible book, terrible over staged choreography, and the music sounds straight from a cruise ship! IN MY OPINION the best musical of the season was clearly FELA, and they got seriously robbed!

Another crazy moment was Catherine Zeta Jones singing "Send In The Clowns", although she seemed emotionally connected. The head bobbing was killing me, if she twitched her head one more time, I was going to run on stage and snatch it off. I know she started in musical theater, but couldn't they direct to her, to focus her head. It drove me up a wall!

Denzel Washington, although, I love his performance in Fences, but his speech, came across as not caring, and blah! It was not hopeful for a major celebrity! Or inspirational for someone like me who idolizes his work. He needs to pull up, and if you gain weight, find a suit that fits!

Christin Cheneowith, officially gets on my nerves..I know that is a sin to say. I appreciate her talent, but I'm sick of that squeaky voice, and annoying persona! America has embraced her as there sweet heart, when meanwhile she is ANNOYING. However, I would not want to see another actress play, Glinda in Wicked, or Sally in Your A Good Man Charlie Brown, as she was superb in those roles. I will never take away from her gift, but yet she is becoming more and more self indulgent. I miss the honesty she used to have, although corky, yet honest, and pure. All of that is gone, and she needs a break to rethink it, I believe!

Highlights for me; Scarlett Johansson deserving win and speech, Bill T. Jones win and speech, La Cage performance, Fela performance, Sean Hayes Everything, Be Be Neuwirth and Nathan Lane presenting, Lea Michelle belting out "Rain On My Parade", and my favorite moment of all times Viola Davis speech and overly deserving win!

The Tony Awards all and all, were entertaining, lots of surprises this season. I just hope we can get back to being honest to the work, and not trying to sell tickets for tours, and ratings with celebrities.

The Commercial World

2010-06-04T07:58:00.008-04:00

I have been in a five week commercial class, that my manager made me go take, here in New York City! I want to thank my management team for doing so, because it was a flawless experience. I am taking class from one of the biggest commercial casting directors in New York City, Barry Shapiro! I was so pleasantly surprised at how amazing this class has been for me. I have learned so many tricks to the trade, and how to get people interested in me as a commercial actor. I will miss this class, because we not only learned tricks, but we had a blast while doing. Barry is a man full of knowledge, and you can tell he teaches from the heart. He is very direct in his approach, but so much fun at the same time. I will be so comfortable auditioning for Barry, because I have the inside on his likes and dislikes. This commercial world is so foreign to me, because it is taking all your acting training, and throwing it out the window. It is just making faces, and playing heighten emotions in a very swift period of time. Some things we learned was dissecting commercial copy, performing solo short and long copy, cue cards, eating on camera, improv for commercials, and dialogue auditions. The most exciting part about this for me, is after taking this class, I have just booked my first commercial agent here in New York City. I will be sent out on those types of gigs, and will feel so comfortable auditioning for this interesting world. I'm truly, proud of myself, for taking all these classes, and now being able to try and make it all happen. Wish me luck on my film auditions and commercial auditions, here goes trying to live the dream! FYI blog friends, If you want to do commercial acting Barry Shapiro's class is highly recommended!!!!!

Todrick hall Singing My Order at McDonald's Drive Thru Twitter @toddyroc...

2010-06-03T08:53:00.000-04:00

This is Todrick Hall from this season of American Idol, and a musical theater performer, in such shows as The Color Purple! I don't know him personally, (surprisingly), however, I admire his creativity and talent. I think he has a gift as a performer, and think he left Idol way too soon. Maybe the season would have been more interesting if they kept a pop star, instead of some of the boring performers they had on there. That is beside the point, I just fell in love with his, McDonald Commercial project, and I hope the right people see this. Watch this video, and enjoy my blog friends.

When is too much too much!

2010-06-01T05:11:00.010-04:00

50 Cent is doing a movie, in which he lost so much weight that you can't even recognize him! Don't get me wrong I would do things for roles, like lose weight or pack on pounds. However, this just looks so unhealthy, and I hope he went about it in the right way. He is actually the same weight, and waist size I am now! However, his face looks so unhealthy and like death is knocking at his front door. I guess that is the way he supposed to look being that he is playing a cancer patient! I'm intrigued to see the movie, because why go through all this if you CAN'T ACT! Did I say that? (not little J.R.) OK I don't have the right to call him out yet, but I will wait and see the movie! There is a rumor the film might go straight to DVD! Anyway, I hope his acting is superb, because if it isn't, would all the weight loss be worth it? Is 50 cent a real actor? Has he been training up for this role, to prove skeptics like myself wrong? These are the questions rumbling through my head! I remember the great actress by the name of Meryl Streep, (LOL) who played a cancer patient, and all she did was put on some make up, and shave her head. Her acting was so extraordinary, that you didn't care what she looked like, you believed every single moment the actress spoke! Is this a gimmick, or is 50 cent for real? Is his real name 50 cent? What will he call himself in the movie credits, so I can take him serious???? Hmmm, I guess we will all wait and see if the proof will be in the final product. Which blog friends, you know J.R. Whittington will be blogging on this acting/weight loss issue!

Fences

2010-05-27T18:41:00.014-04:00

It was like a dream comes true, when I got to sit six rows back in the orchestra and watch an extraordinary revival of Fences on Broadway! It has been 23 years since this production has last seen the bright light of a Broadway stage. This production of this play was so well directed, and staged brilliantly! I might have changed some of the set design, being that I am from Pittsburgh, and have been to the Hill District many of times, and the set didn't feel like home to me! It was an extra nice experience for me, as I could envision the neighborhoods, and identify with the text when it spoke of different things, streets, and just plain Pittsburghese!!!! With that said, I need to give a large BRAVO shout out to the late August Wilson, who writing is so powerful, thought provoking, real, and timeless. This man was a genius, and gone way too soon. I'm not just saying that, because he is from my home town. LOL August Wilson was a true genius, and now as an older man, I can realize his talent even more.

To see the shows stars, and folks I idolize, (Denzel Washington and Viola Davis) on stage was so awesome for me. Did they live up to the hype? Oh yes they did and more. I now am a huge fan of both of these actors, and wouldn't miss a thing they do on stage and film. Viola Davis, is the real deal my friends, and her performance is honest, stunning, and magnificent! Some of the choices she made, were so off the wall, and worked so well, that I couldn't help but tear up! Denzel Washington, has a new take on his character Troy, and you don't just think of him as a butt hole. You realize that this man, truly does care about the people around him, although he has a harsh way of showing it! Denzel had some moments that reminded of me the great James Earl Jones, and I was thrilled to see the man in action up close. The other highlighted performance for me was Stephen Mckinley Henderson, who has such a heart in his simple, honest, beautiful performance. I also enjoyed Mykelti Willamson, who played the same character he played in Forrest Gump, however, he does it well. I also say if it ain't broke, then don't fix it! My two least favorite performances were that of Chris Chalk and Russell Hornsby! Although, I will say that Hornsby last moment in the show was beautifully done. Hornsby performance throughout the rest of the piece felt very contrived and not real to me. Which is unfortunate for a man with so many credits, and maybe I saw him on a bad night???? Chris Chalk on the other hand, lacked the passion needed to convince me that, his dad is crushing his dream of football! Chalk's performance was OK, but I would have done more homework, and dug deeper to find more moments. I will say this Chalk and Hornsby criticism by me, (just J.R.) wasn't that I thought they were horrible. They were just OK, and I am being nit picky and wanted different choices, and more honesty in the moment from both actors.

All in all Fences is a must see if you are New York City. For three reasons only: Denzel, August and Viola!!!!! This piece is probably the best acting I have ever seen on a stage, LIVE! RUN TO SEE FENCES! You have to see why this show is nominated for 11 Tony Awards!

Monique Midgette

2010-05-25T12:01:00.006-04:00

One of my dearest friends in the world, is Monique Midgette. She is a musical theater performer like no other, and a voice that is powerful and it will blow your hair back. I love to hear Monique sing, she is so talented, and I have never been more obsessed with someones vibratto. Her voice has a gospel sound, with a mix of Broadway swished all up and through it! She also has a knack for singing classic soul music, such as Aretha Franklin, Tina Turner, Anita Baker, and her favorite Darlene Love. She is also so present on stage, and her acting chops are raw, pure, and present! I have followed my friends theatrical career, and enjoy watching her on that big stage. Some of her credits include; Sessusical on Broadway, Civil War on Broadway, Marie Christine on Broadway, and currently in The Lion King! You might not know the name yet, oh, but you will, she will be a broadway star, and very soon. Monique will have Tony nominations, and all kinds of trophies on her mantal. She has been patient and silent, waiting for her starring break. I feel it in my bones, that it will be coming soon! Watch out world for Monique Midgette, Broadway's next big star.

Nathan Lee Graham

2010-05-21T10:41:00.006-04:00

So I have an amazing friend, who is so terrific and talented. I cherish his friendship, because he inspires me as an actor. You might have seen him in movies such as Zoolander, Sweet Home Alabama, and Hitch! Just to mention a few of his works, because this man is a working fool! He has an acting style like no other, with honesty and commitment to his work. He is the one man, I would love to work with, but would be terrified to do a scene. Mr. Graham is known to steal the scene from everyone, even the likes of mega star Will Smith! He will take a scene, grab hold of it, spin, twirl, flip, and jump all over that scene, until it is left on the ground with nothing! LOL! What you don't know about Nathan, is he is not just a screen star, he has an amazing voice, and we met doing the musical Jesus Christ Superstar, many years ago. He was also in musicals like Showboat, The WIld Party (Bway) and will soon be seen this fall in the musical Priscilla Queen of the Desert! His cabaret act is one of the best in town, and if you get a chance to see it, you will be doing yourself a major treat. For more information on Nathan check out his reel: www.nathanleegraham.com

Kendra Ross

2010-05-19T18:59:00.009-04:00

Kendra Ross, is a singer that I'm sure I have spoken of before, as she is my current roommate, and friend since we were 13 years old. Kendra is a singer like no other, and her sound will move through out your body, and you will feel her soul through her music! A soul singer, is what she is, and yet you can hear a hint of that jazz, gospel, musical theater, influences. A true alto, with a range that is out of this world. Her rich tone alone will give you chills up and down your spine. On stage, she is a positive light beaming into your heart. You can't help but be touched by her music, and message. She has so much to give to the universe, and you better be ready to take it in, because she will give you it all on stage. Kendra is not new to this business, and you can tell by the way she performs that Mrs. Ross is a seasoned star. I remember her at 13 singing Whitney Houston's "One Moment In Time", and to watch this women grow, and grow into this awesome artist! You need to buy Kendra's first album, "New Voice" which you can get on itunes. She is currently working on a new album, which I am so excited for it's release. For more information on Kendra, check out her site; www.kendraross.com

KEY

2010-05-18T15:14:00.008-04:00

On Sunday I went to hear a dear friend by the name of Key, sing at a club called Ella's Lounge in the East Village. She has inspired me to start this four day blog series, in which she will be the first. This week I will blog about close friends, that I think, are so gifted, that the world has to watch out! These are friends that will contribute and change the world with there talent. I believe in them whole heartily, and I am glad to blog about there artistry.

Key has an distinctive sound, if you were to turn on the radio you would know her voice. Some may compare her to Errika badu or Corrine Bailey Rae, but I just hear Key! Her stage presence was so impressive, from the outfit, the hair, and the limp wrist through out her whole performance. Channeling the late Billie Holiday, but without the drugs. If you look into Key's eyes, you can see the soul of her music transformed in her spirit. This is what I love in a artist, is a connection, cause if you feel it, then we will feel it. The audience definitely felt it, as they screamed, hooted, and ranted for more songs. She sang eight songs, and and no one wanted to leave the venue until she blessed us with another note. This is a undeniable talent, and I think you should all check her out. To find out more information about Key you can check her out on twitter @ladyplum. She is also a blogger and you can follow her at www.ladyplum.wordpress.com! KEY HUGGINS, DON'T SLEEP ON HER, A STAR IS BORN!

Finding Me 3

2010-05-12T09:22:00.006-04:00

My film acting class is coming to an end, and I will be finished with it next week. I have learned a ton about my type, and myself as an actor. Scene's that work for me, and scene's that I have a problem connecting with, how to make them work for me. The class has been so much fun, and I am going to miss not having it in my life weekly! New things about me, I was always told I am leading man. I recently found out that I am not, and love to play the best friend! I am good at the best friend, and I love to play character roles. My actor teacher says I am the black Brad Pitt, a character actor, who is trapped in a normal man's body! Anything corky, fun, and dark, dry comedy is right up my alley. It was nice to find out, that I can do comedy. However, I'm not that good at sitcom, in your face kind of comedy. It has to be dry and dark, I like to play things seriously, and find out that the whole class is dying with laughter at my moments. As I said before I just love every aspect of acting, and I'm so glad to be a part of this amazing industry. My strength is still in the drama world, this is my niche and my cash cow.

Now one more class to go for me, and that is a commercial class that I start this Thursday. My manager is making me take this class, before she starts sending me out commercially. Yet again, to learn a whole new medium of acting, one that can pay my bills, until I get that big gig! I also have my final showcase for people in the industry in June, and I'm preparing for that as we speak. I have been training hard for almost six months, and I have learned a ton. After the commercial class, and the showcase. I will be finished with classes for a while. Daddy can't afford it anymore, now time to make some money. Here is to working hard, and finding a job, from here on out! Wish me luck, as I put myself back full fledged in the performing market.

Remembering Lena

2010-05-11T11:27:00.008-04:00

The legend, pioneer, beautiful, smart, talented actress Lena Horne died yesterday at 92 years young. Lena has paved the way for us African American actors, and was known for being very out spoken. In many ways, she reminded me of my grandma, when I look at younger pictures of my grandmother, Lena Horne always came to mind. Maybe it was there very fair complexion, and as young adults, almost being able to pass for white. This was Lena Hornes claim to fame, being the actress that could pass, and the white people could except back in those days. Lena was not happy about this, and wanted it to be about her talent, and not her look. She was known to have a big mouth, (Like My Grandma) and she would tell you like it is. However, Lena ran into Hollywood, and opened many doors for us as a people. I can honestly say, "we" wouldn't be here today without this beautiful pioneer. I always felt a special kin to Lena Horne, and sorry I never got to meet this legend! There was a story that I heard that particularly pops in my head. Lena wanted to live in Beverly Hills, and at the time, African Americans couldn't live there. Lena got her white attorney to buy the house, behind the white folks back, and she moved in. The white folks were so pissed off, that they started a petition to get her moved out of Beverly Hills ASAP. In the end, the petition didn't work, because the late great comedian Milton Berle stopped the petition. Isn't that an awesome story? I hope they finally make a movie of her life now that she has passed. Lena has inspired, with glam, acting chops, a jazzy sultry voice, and an amazing outgoing spirit. She will be missed, and I will carry her spirit with me. RIP LENA HORNE!

Black is Beautiful The Tony Awards

2010-05-06T09:44:00.019-04:00

This is a very thrilling season for an African American Actor, and the Tony Award. We are dominating this year, and it was a blessing to be Black on Broadway. I couldn't believe how many African Americans were nominated for Tony's. It was almost alarming, and yet this Broadway season shows that this world is evolving in a great way. First we got a black president, now we are taking over the Tony awards. For anyone, who is Black and has big dreams, you now feel like you can accomplish them. I wish the same thing for other cultures to experience, such as Asians, and Latinos etc. Although, I will admit out of all genre's of award giving, The Tony's is always pretty color blind i.e. Audra Mcdonald (many wins), B.D. Wong, many other actors and shows.

I am excited that Fela, (which I blogged about in the past) is nominated for best musical. This show is so amazing, and like I said before if you haven't seen it, I'm sure there performance on Tony's will convince you. We also have Fences nominated for best revival of a play, which is thrilling to me, because two of my favorite actors are in it. (Denzel Washington and Viola Davis)!!!! Not to mention the late playwright August Wilson was born and raised in Pittsburgh, where I am from. I will be blogging about this play as I have tickets for it on May 23, and I am counting down anticipation!

Other African Americans to congratulate:

Best Actor Denzel Washington
Best Actress Viola Davis
Best Actor Musical Sahr Ngaujah (Fela)
Best Actress Musical Montego Glover (Memphis)
Best Supporting Actor David Alan Grier (Race)
Best Supporting Actor Stephen Mckinley Henderson (Fences)
Best Supporting Actor Musical Robin De Jesus (La Cage)
Best Supporting Actress Musical Lillas White (Fela)
Best Supporting Actress Musical Karine Plantadit (Come Fly Away)
Best Direction and Choreography of a Musical Bill T. Jones (Fela)
Best Direction in a play Kenny Leon (fences)

Well there you have it for the awards show dominating. I also need to give a shout out to fellow Boston Conservatory alum Chad Kimball (Caucasian) nominated for best actor for his performance in Memphis! This is a exciting year for me, and year to be proud. Hey where is my nomination????? Guess, I have to book a principal in a show first huh? Anyway, can't wait for the Tony's this year. Stay tuned for my blog on the live air date as I blog on speeches, winners, performances, outfits, bloopers etc.

Everyday Rapture

2010-05-04T19:58:00.006-04:00

I went to the opening night of the musical, "Everyday Rapture", and it was great to go to an opening night in New York City. I ran into so many friends, and it was night filled with excitement, red carpets, passion and critics. "Everyday Rapture", was basically a scripted one women show, with two background singers, telling the story of the life of Sherie Rene Scott! The writing of this piece was brilliant, and was so funny, but came off to me like a "Don't Tell Mama's" cabaret. It is hard to sell a cabaret at the Broadway level of performing. If you are not Patti Lupone, Liza Minnelli, or Elaine Stritch real Broadway royalty, you better step up to that plate with avenges! Sherie Rene Scott, doesn't have that power, and I don't know if she ever will. Her voice is meek, but yet stunning, and very recognizable. She does very corny riffs when she riffs, I prefer to hear her sing the melody straight. The quiet moments in her show were her best. There is no denying her gift as a vocalist, the girl is talented, I just missed the "it" factory! The thing that lacks with her to me is her stage presence/believability. Even as she told the stories of her life, it seemed like a character voice, and I felt no truth at all! Honesty is what I search for in every performance, and when I see a show, I wanted to be captivated, and not thinking about my facebook page at moments. The highlight of her show was this alto (one of her back up singers) who had the presence and soul in her voice! Her name is Lindsay Mendez, she really captivated me when she was on stage. Tons of my attention went to her, and sometimes, in the vocals I would only hear her, tuning out Sherie Renee Scott, don't know why my ear did that! Hey, I am just being honest that is what happened. There is also an amazing show stopping moment in the show, that had me at the edge of my seat! It was so so fun, and entertaining, and sorry to say it again, it had nothing to do with Sherie Renee Scott! It was this little boy Eamon Foley, he comes out on that stage, and takes the show in his hands, and leaves with it! I don't want to tell you about the scene, because it something you have to see. This young boys talent is extreme, even in his over the top performance, I left wanting more! Now I will end this blog entry, with the fact that, this is my opinion. I hate panning performance, but I think I have to be honest to my blog readers. I love Sherie Renee Scott in other Broadway shows, and just didn't like this one. Mind you, the friends I was with loved the show, and the TONY voter's did too, as she was nominated for best actress. So I wanted to state that, and you will have to go and form your own opinion!

WHAT????

2010-05-03T13:37:00.003-04:00

This was posted up in a couple places in New York City, and it made me smile. This is self marketing at it's best, a little vulgar, however, I bet this dude actually gets work! This is way too funny! What do you think, I don't have the guts to do something like this????? I have to get work the good old fashion way? No NOT THE CASTING COUCH, you naughty blog readers. AGENT SUBMISSIONS ONLY BABY! LOL

Desperate Housewives/Josh Zuckerman

2010-04-27T08:45:00.005-04:00

I like to see an actor, that I think the world doesn't know about, and give this person a shout out! I have been watching Desperate Housewives, since it has first aired. Now mind you, some of the seasons have sucked, but this one is actually pretty good. Sometimes I'm like "why am I sticking with this show"? This season hasn't let me down, and is pretty intriguing. Now there is an actor on this show, who usually has one or two lines every episode. In Desperate Housewives famous form of writing, now the whole series is spinning around his character. I was so impressed by this young actor, and was blown away by his work. I'm sure he has done tons of film, however, he is not a house hold name, and I'm thinking he will be soon. This actor was so connected, so corky, honest, and intriguing. The things he is doing with his work on Desperate Housewives equals a BRAVO from me. I think the world needs to watch, because JOSH ZUCKERMAN is the new amazing boy in Hollywood!

Museum Project 2 (Rated R) Not Intended For Children!

2010-04-24T14:03:00.008-04:00

Tiffany and I are a tiny bit late on our second museum date, and we are going to try to get together sooner next time around. I always say better late than never. The second museum date was very intriguing and interesting as we went to The Museum of Sex in Manhattan. Tiffany had talked up the Museum of Sex so much, because she went to the one in Amsterdam. I didn't know what to expect in a big old museum like this one. However, it was naughty, funny, and sometimes an educational experience for me. Now this museum is very over priced for a museum, so if you go make sure you have your wallet open and ready. What ever happened to the five dollar donation that most museums have in the city? This was I guess like going to Madam Tussuad's, but not that expensive. Tiffany came prepared with her student I.D. and a coupon, so we only paid thirteen bucks.

You start off in a room full of ....well.... basically porn videos. This was really alarming, as you first walk into the room. You get the history of sex, oral, threesomes, orgy, four play, etc. I watched videos of Paris Hilton giving a blow job, Collin Farrell penetration, and many others. I had no idea that the sex museum could use this material???

After leaving that room I went up stairs to look at the history of a condom, and that was pretty interesting. I also saw the first vibrators, and how they changed through out time. Then it went into diseases, and it was very educational about HIV, and other sexually transmitted diseases. I also learned about studies that they had in the 60's with African American men. How they kept injecting a group of African American Men with Syphilis, and tried to cure them, and kept doing so until they died. In exchange for food, and boarding. Yet again treating my people like lab rats. This section of the museum became very educational for me. I also saw pictures of what Syphilis did to peoples bodies. Man was that gross, this disease just ate away at the human tissue. Lot's of safe sex practices on this floor, and some fun art etc.

We went around the river bend, to another room where I saw sex toys, paintings, photos and dolls! There were these very artistic photos of people having sex, in positions, I have never seen or even thought about. Rubber sex suits, slings, and all kinds of craziness were in this room. Tiffany loved the Japanese porno animation section, and found this to be very intriguing to her. I watched her, as she glistened looking at the cartoons on the wall. She asked me "If you can draw, why not do a Disney cartoon, why would someone chose to do sex animation"? I found this to be an interesting question, and one I couldn't answer.

Lastly we went upstairs and watched a ton of animals having sex. The interesting part to me, is to watch the homosexual section of the animals. I had no idea there were gay Lion's, Tigers, and Bears..Oh My!??!! We laughed a ton in this museum, and I was surprisingly educated in some of the sections in this museum. I highly recommend the sex museum, however, you have to take it seriously. Americans, in my opinion, make such a big deal out of the human body and sex. Maybe I am a free spirit like the Europeans, but it was not such a taboo for me. I will admit, this museum could be fun to go to with a spouse, because I sure left wanting to have sex. Nevertheless, no sex for me, because I am single and not in love. Well, that is whole different story, but it was a hot, amazing time with my good friend Tiffany! Stayed tuned for museum project three, we promise it will be not rated R!

Creditors

2010-04-22T10:20:00.004-04:00

I saw the production of "Creditors" presented by the Donmar Warehouse, at the Brooklyn Academy of Music. Which I am now a supporter, and patron. It sounds so "old man" to be a patron of a institution. If I was to become a patron anywhere, BAM is the place, to give your money and support. It is in my neighborhood, and it puts on some of the most cultural, and amazing pieces of music, dance, film, and theater. Anyway, back to the play I saw, Creditors was an amazing piece of work. As I watched I thought to myself "how do you even attempt to start this work as an actor"? I was so impressed by all the actors in this piece. They were all superb, and we American can learn so much from the British! I also loved the script, it was very engaging, and dealing with the dept we rack up from doing things for a spouse, and or yet even an X-lover (a very intelligent piece of work). This was a hard piece to even attempt, as it was simply about the text. The text was the star of the show, and to emote, and use the words to tell an awesome story, was amazing. This actors had the moment to moment down to a science, as the text ping ponged from one actor to another! It was was amazing to watch these pros at work, and to yet again learn from another experience at the theater!

Finding Me 2

2010-04-20T07:48:00.008-04:00

Last night, I woke up way too late from a nap, and had to rush to get in the shower, dressed, out the door, and to the C train to acting class! You see my sister was in town, and wore me out, from doing so many fun tourist things. We had a blast in the city together, and now I was so tired. I was kicking, screaming, and fighting on my way to acting class. I actually didn't want to go, and was giving myself so many excuses to just sleep in. However, when I got there, I got this really dry, comedic, scene, where I had most of the lines in it! I memorized the scene, (which is tough when you are half asleep), but I did it. Not as fast as I did last week, but what the hey! We blocked, filmed, the scene and it went great! I learned two most interesting things about myself at the end of the day. One being that I can do comedy, and that I am funny. The class was laughing so hard at my scene, and the teacher said I have perfect timing. I had no idea, because I was just saying the lines, trying to be honest, and find the truth in the character. This was fun and new for me to make people laugh. You see all my career, I'm cast as this dramatic actor. Now I know I can be funny, and play the sarcastic, dry, types of comedy. The second thing that was said to me during class was "That he cast me wrong the whole first few weeks of the class". He assumed I would always play the nice, good, friendly, guy! Last night this character was dark, and a big butt hole! My acting teacher said "you should play the dick more often, you are so good at it"! Which brings me to my second discover in class last night, the bad guy is fun, and I can flourish in it! I actually felt more comfortable playing him, then the nice guy the other weeks in class! Lastly, after class, I asked my acting teacher to type me racially. He said I have a gift for playing many races. This gift that has been a CURSE during most of my career. He thinks "this gift" will eventually open many doors for me. Right now he says I read the most middle eastern, and Latino! There was no black in there, yet again, but I will take it. I will now try and use this rainbow of a race, as a gift!!!! It has distracted, deterred me, and GOD made me this multi racial looking creature. I will try from now on to use my multi-culturalism as a positive, casting people will think what that want. I will attempt to give them everything they need in the work, and not worry about what image I give them, and let them decide. This is a new thinking in a good way, in my direction. Acting class ended up, being, yet again an amazing evening. I'm so glad I went, and it is nice to learn and grow!

Signed, Sealed, Delivered, I'm Yours!

2010-04-18T23:50:00.003-04:00

I did it my friends, I just signed my life away to a new manager! Thanks my blog friends for your love, support, and prayers. I still have a ton of fear, but like pastor said today in church, "give all your anxieties, and fears to GOD, and stop stressing"! I'm living by faith, instinct, and inner voice, and I pray that my decision will open doors! Thank you again my blogger friends!

Decisions And Prayers

2010-04-16T12:43:00.004-04:00

All this week, I have been praying, stressing, and challenging myself with a new fear. If you read my blog, I have been taking my time, and meeting with a ton of agents and managers. I want to do this right, and not rush into anything. I'm looking for the right fit for me, and most of all someone that believes in me, and what I have to offer to the world as an artist! I have found new representation for me, but the catch is this person wants to sign me for longer than I have ever signed a contract in my life. My commitment issues are racing through my head. I have been burned by bad representation before, and this is my career I'm talking about here! However, our meetings have been great, and I like the energy I get from this firm. I'm scared, of signing, and being stuck with someone I don't like, if things don't happen in the direction I was promised. I am writing this because, I would love for prayers from my blog friends. I need guidance, I'm trying to listen to GOD in this moment, and I'm hearing nothing but crickets. LOL My mind races, and my answer to this keeps going back and forth. One moment I'm signing the contract, and the other I am not! Mind you I have asked to be signed for a shorter amount of time, and the answer was "no" they want to develop my career. Entrusting my professional life to someone else is a big step for me. Pray for me that I make a sound decision, that will help me make my dreams come true. Thanks Blogger Friends!

The Innocent Ignorant Girl

2010-04-14T22:07:00.012-04:00

I took this one day class on how to market yourself in the entertainment industry, because I'm bad at the business part of the show! It is not called "show business" for no reason at all, and me and business don't mix! I'm good with doing my gig, and being on the stage or in front of the camera. However, marketing, promoting, and schmoozing is not my thing at all. The class was very interesting, anyway, we got on the topic of type. I started to speak about how being bi-racial could be a drag, and sometimes I don't get cast or looked at for African American parts, because small minded casting people don't think I am black enough! Then the drama began in the class, a very nice looking Caucasian girl said " I can see why, because you don't talk black"! When I tell you every African American in the class almost jumped out of there seats and killed the poor girl. How does a black person speak? You mean to tell me, because I don't speak with Ebonics, slang, or unintelligible does this mean I don't speak black? Racism at it's best was yet again presented to me in the weirdest form. Which I never expected in a liberal acting workshop in New York City. The girl started to cry, because even the other Caucasians in the class jumped down her throat! I spoke with her after class, to explain why it was not the most intelligent thing to say to a African American or any other race. I truly don't think the girl meant any harm, and just didn't know any better. I am sure she learned a huge lesson even more than marketing herself, hopefully she learned about people, and race!

La Mission

2010-04-11T14:50:00.004-04:00

I went to see Benjamin Bratt's new film "La Mission", which is a movie written and directed by his brother Peter. It was such an unexpectedly thrilling movie. I spent the movie crying through most of the scenes. I had to blog about this movie, it was so touching, and dealt with so many issues, in the Latino community. I will correct myself, and say it dealt with many issues in ANY community. As this movie is a universal picture, however, it was a little personal for me. It was also nice to see a good piece, done by a mostly Latino cast. It is good to see Latinos finding there place in American cinema. I hope this family team continues to make more films, because it is missing in today's America. The performance where all stellar, although, there was some writing issues, and directing issues. However, I overlooked them because the piece was so good, in many other ways. It made me want to see the movie again, and own it. Go support what I think is a great piece of cinema "La Mission"!

Next Fall

2010-04-10T12:23:00.003-04:00

I went to see one of the funniest plays on Broadway, and genius because while yet funny, it touches on some real serious subjects! This play is produced by Sir Elton John, and had me turning in my seats with laughter. The story is about a homosexual boy who is in a coma, and hasn't come out of the closet yet to his family. His partner is in the waiting room, with the boy's religious southern mom and dad , the boy's boss and fag hag, and the boys religious gay best friend. You go back in time to explore the relationship between the lover and the boy. You see the boy is a christian, prays after sex, and believes his homosexuality is a sin. However he loves his partner, but his partner is not a believer at all. The boy continuously trying to save his partners soul. This causes a huge drama in his relationship, not to mention he is not out to his family! Tons of action and drama happens between the family in the waiting room, and the partner not having any rights. With the flashbacks back in the home, dealing with religion and sexuality. I know? This sounds like a drama, but it is not. Don't get me wrong, it has many dramatic under tones, and yet it deals with religion and stereotype at it's best. I won't tell you the whole story, but this highly interesting relationship is brilliant on stage. I highly recommend "Next Fall", you will laugh, and you will cry. Most of all you will have an amazing night at the theater!

Finding Me

2010-04-07T08:02:00.003-04:00

I had a great film class this past Monday, it is such a hands on experience type of a class. I absolutely love it, and truly look forward to going to this class! I never mentioned the name of my teacher, his name is Bill Hopkins, and he teaches this same class at Stella Adler, Lee Strasberg School, and Weist Baron. I must admit the hardest part is memorizing the copy you get, as soon as you walk into class. He sits down and "type" casts you, and you uncomfortable watch him as he glares at you for fifteen minutes, going back forth with different scripts. Then you go and do your best to work with your partner swiftly, to come up with, what the hell you think is going on, and get this puppy stuck in your brain somehow! It was amazing watching the people who are re-taking his class, (because they love it so much), they memorize copy so fast, and go and shoot that stuff like a pro would. Us newbies go into the blocking praying the copy is memorized, and hoping the magic happens as he directs you. Watching myself back on Monday was very eye opening for me. WOW, I look so intense, and boy do I have big ass cheeks! I couldn't stop watching my big cheeks move up and down, so I have no idea how my acting was. He kept saying "good J.R.", so I guess I did fine. However, those big fat cheeks flopping in the wind was a little overwhelming. I can't wait until I'm not so self conscious at looking at myself. Will I ever be comfortable? Hmmm, Bill says we will be, but we shall see? Nevertheless it is like getting to play every week. To work on your acting chops, at the same time memorization skills, and yet trying to master the art of film acting. This to me is a dream come true, and I am enjoying every moment of this experience!

The Miracle Worker

2010-04-06T06:37:00.007-04:00

On Sunday the revival of "The Miracle Worker" on Broadway closed, way too early! I got a free ticket to the closing night performance, with people like Jay Binder, and Joan Rivers sitting right behind me. I think in times like these (a recession) folks don't want to see a play about a deaf/blind girl! However, this piece on Broadway was so well done, moving, and so beautiful! I wish everyone got a chance to see this classic play revived in such a good manner. The direction was simple, and yet you got carried away to this other world, that was so honest, and natural! I really enjoyed this production of the show, the team of actors in this piece was so extraordinary!

Two people to watch out for and should have Tony nominations in my eyes are actress: Alison Pill and Abigail Breslin. These two performance were the heart of the show! Don't get me wrong the other actors were superb, but by nature of the writing, and the piece, these two characters naturally draw you in. These two amazing talents did more than give justice to the piece. Alison Pill you might recognize from HBO's "In Treatment" or the movie "MIlk"! I have enjoyed her work on t.v. and film, and after seeing her portrayal of Annie Sullivan I am official a fan of the young, mature, actress! This is an actress on the rise, with so much, strength, conviction, passion, and truth in her performance. She has swept me away as an actor, and I want to work with her now! I know you all know Abigail Breslin, best known from the movie "little Miss Sunshine"! This performance is so stellar, it is like a 40 year old veteran actress, is stuck in a little girls body! She was so superb, in it from the beginning to the end! She only says two words in the play, and yet she captivates you, and takes you to places emotionally that some adult actors couldn't even begin to do. This little girl is a star, and we all better watch out for her. She carried the show, and her Helen Keller, should go down in history, as one of the best! Too bad, theater goers, didn't go out and get to see this short lived Broadway show. With so much critical acclaim, and for good reason. I guess that is the nature of the beast, you can do some really good work, be a part of a beautiful new revived project, and it still become a big old flop. Not fair, but this is the business I love so much and chose to be in.

Why Did I Get Married Too

2010-04-05T10:20:00.003-04:00

I went to see Tyler Perry's new movie "Why Did I Get Married Too", and had the time of my life at the theater. I am such a movie goer, (as you all know), and love to have a whole experience at the movies. Therefore, many movie theaters I will not go to in New York City, because of the clientele, being loud and noisy. I love to watch a movie and take it all in with silence, and appropriate laughter if it is a comedy! However this time I purposely chose the loudest, most ghetto theater in New York City to go see this movie in (AMC on 42nd Street). This was the best choice I have ever made in my life, to hear folks scream at the film, laugh loud, talk back to the actors, make jokes, hoot and holla in a Tyler Perry movie, is the only way to go! Was the movie predictable at times? yes! Was it shocking and over the top? yes! Like always with Tyler Perry was there a strong beautiful message? Yes! Did I have an amazing time at the movies! YES!!!! This movie did exactly what it was cut out to do, and made you feel the way you were supposed to at all times. BRAVO to Tyler for giving so many African American actors work!!!! I will point out that Janet Jackson's performance in this movie was superb. You can tell she dug deep from her big brother's death, and it must have been a therapeutic experience for Janet! Her acting chops were so strong, and she was so connected, and in it to win it! I honestly feel that all the actors grew from the first movie to the current. Other stand outs in the movie are: Tasha Smith, Michael Jai White, and the amazing Jill Scott! Go have fun, and see Why Did I Get Married Too!

The Man Bag Saga

2010-04-02T08:33:00.005-04:00

When I was in Japan, I found this cute leather "man bag", that was calling my name. At first I was uncomfortable with buying a "man bag", I thought to myself is this to effeminate? Is this a purse or a proper "man bag"? Anyway, this bag was calling my name, and not to mention, I didn't want to always carry a big old book bag. When all I needed was a bag that would fit my chap stick, wallet, keys, camera, and maybe my journal. I went inside and purchased my first "man bag"! Which I use all the time on days that I'm not going to an audition or the gym. Those days are amazing to just walk around with a very light bag, and always have my essentials.

I walked into a Guitar Center store with my roommate the other day, and I was asked to check my "man bag"! I didn't mind checking my "man bag", because I love to try and follow the rules. However, I became very upset later, while walking through the store. I looked at my roommate with her big old purse wrapped around her arm. I said "Didn't you have to check your bag", "No" she said, and then I got upset! As I slowly started to realize she could carry that big old purse, with her life inside of it, around the store. I couldn't carry my small little bag with chap stick, camera, wallet, and keys. Now I started to feel like this was unfair, and I was just discriminated against because I had a bag and was a man. I fumed as my blood pressure raced, temper flared, and my mind got a little wonky. Trying to smile as I walked through the store, and be a good co-shopper with my roommate. However, I would look down at her big green bag, and I was ready to waltz back up stairs and say give me my "man bag" back NOW! I tried to relax and took a deep breathe, and like a crazy actor, tried to remember this moment, just in case I had to use it again for some character. LOL! Next time I go into guitar center I'm going to refuse to check my bag! If a girl can walk through with no problems, then so can J.R. Whittington!

Who Am I Anyway?

2010-03-30T15:58:00.012-04:00

I started my class for advanced film acting last night, and the first class was so exciting and thrilling! As someone who lucked out, in some very small roles, in film/soap/t.v., however I have never studied this medium. My teacher is awesome as he is teaching the class as an accomplish director, who has produced, directed, many films and t.v. shows. His knowledge, passion, and love for the film art form was more than displayed on the first day of class. I learned a ton already on the first day of class, and can't wait to grow more as a film actor in the next eight weeks. The class is cool, he said you will never have homework, or wheeling a trunk full of props and clothes around with you through the streets of New York. After doing this a million times, in my conservatory acting class at T.Schrieber. This news was the most awesome thing, a studying actor could receive. The class consists of getting film/T.V. copy from a produced movie or series, and he will "type" cast you with scenes that he thinks is appropriate for you. Then you leave the class with your scene partner, going in the hall or next door to the coffee shop, and finally coming back upstairs with the copy memorized. Then he blocks your scene, and films/directs you, as he films you in three different shots; the close up, the over the shoulder, and finally the full wide/straight lens shot. You will get to feel like you are on the set, in your trailer memorizing copy, and coming up to work, just like a film day is in real life. Then the horrifying part, you have to watch yourself, and be scrutinized. Which is hard for me, cause to me I look fat, I hate what I'm wearing, my skin looks bad, eeeww is that how I speak, LOL, well needless to say, I became very self critical. Which is awesome, because I can do nothing but grow, and figure out what works for me on film. The great thing he said I would learn is who I am as a film actor, and find out what "type" I am, and what is my niche in this crazy genre of acting. I have always been searching for my niche, what am I, who am I, what do I do best, how can I market myself, what do I bring to the table, what is my type? I am thrilled to find out what all this is at the end of this class!!

LEDISI

2010-03-29T09:47:00.007-04:00

My blog friends, if you don't know the artist Ledisi, you truly need to know her asap! This women is a divine, passionate, performer with so much soul in her bones, and the voice of our generation! I am in love with her, and the fact that she sings real music. No pro-tools, just a mic, back up singers, and a band. Unfortunately that is rare in today's recording industry. Ledisi in my eyes equals talent, she is anointed with an extreme gift from GOD, that she is utilizing to her full potential. Last night, I went to see this electrifying vocalist, and performer at BB Kings in New York City. I was so entertained, watching this woman who gave me chills vocally. Not to mention performed from her head to her pinky toe! It was pleasing to see an artist who struggled because she was different, and stuck to her guns, and now has a Grammy nominated album! It saddens me that a ton of the main stream don't know this poweful voice, and the beauty of Ledisi. I encourage everyone to buy any of her albums, and be blessed by soul music at it's best. Then go and see her in concert, and be amazed by her performance, respect, passion, love, lust, and happiness for her art form!

The Most Fun On Broadway

2010-03-27T00:59:00.003-04:00

Today I went to see a musical on Broadway, and was astonished by what I saw on stage tonight! I went to see the new Broadway musical Fela, and I want to see it again, and again, and again! This show was so amazing, and I felt like I was apart of there world, and was there in the piece with them. I danced, I stomped my feet, I sang, I laughed, I yelled, and most of all had a transforming theatrical experience. There is no musical out there, like this one, it was so clever, different, and fun! One of the major highlights of the show is the choreography, it was extraordinary! I have never seen dancers, dance with so much passion, heart, energy, and soul. I was mesmerized by every step, and amazed by there energy. I had a sense while watching the show that everyone enjoyed being up there on The Broadway Stage, which is rare in this day and age of "marking it" on Broadway! I was exposed to so much talent, and was happy to be in it's presence! I saw the actor Kevin Mambo play the role of Fela, and was so impressed by his performance. His acting was A+, and I'm so blessed to have experienced this evening! Go see FELA asap!